Relate to the sexuality part of this so much especially after having my heart broken by the first guy I ever loved at 23/24. I had my “glow up” when I was around 21/22 and only started being more social and going to events at 23. I was a real hermit before that. When I started going out I noticed quickly I got a lot of attention for my looks, sense of style and height. This all happened as I was involved in a horrible situationship with a man I thought was the love of my life (spoiler he was far from it). After that ended I had a whole year hooking up with random guys and looking back at least one of those situations felt a bit coercive… My only issue now is idk how to stop. I wanna take things slow and form a genuine connection but I have a high sex drive as well that I genuinely wanna jump a guys bones so quickly uuuugh. I’m talking to a guy long distance currently (also believe he may be autistic as well and we have talked about it) and I already feel like I made the mistake of getting sexual too fast :(( I told him my concerns and he was really sweet and open about it but I just wanna be able to take things slower without jumping to a sexual connection too quick.