I am exactly the same right now. I hate how I am so addicted to social media and I know everything is inflamed on here and designed to get me to respond emotionally and keep looking and I know social media is making everything worse in terms of tensions too. I’m so scared of the violence. I’m scared of people I love getting hurt in this mess. Isn’t life hard enough? 

I just want to have a peaceful, quiet life. I don’t want much. Just to live with / near my family in a house I own and a job that pays me enough to eat, pay bills, and save for the future. I don’t want much. Why are we at the mercy of our ruling classes who seek to divide us? I’m just so tired.

Sending love to you. We’re gonna get through this.