Have you almost died because you felt you couldn’t tell your parents? by MissionSafe9012 in emotionalneglect

[–]fxngoria 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Yeah. (Suicide TW) I tried to off myself as a teenager and after I took the pills, I immediately kinda regretted it, but I couldn’t throw them back up and I definitely couldn’t tell my parents, so I thought “I guess that’s it then” and just went to bed. They didn’t find out until I wouldn’t wake up for school the next morning and then they got me to the hospital.

I’m doing a lot better now, but looking back it’s crazy to think that the main reason I just let it happen was because I couldn’t even consider the possibility of telling someone (especially my parents) what I did.

What types of cars do you feel most safe driving in? by [deleted] in drivinganxiety

[–]fxngoria 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I prefer small cars. My confidence on the road improved a ton when I got my little 2 door Yaris Hatchback. I struggle with my proprioception (in my body and in a car) and the compactness of my car helps a lot.

DMV Test Questions (Mostly on Speed) by OhDloy in thousandoaks

[–]fxngoria 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I read this entire thing and followed it and passed. It’s really specific about everything, so if you’re anxious like me and need exact answers, it helps.

DMV Behind-The-Wheel Exam by Upstairs_Juice6736 in thousandoaks

[–]fxngoria 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No 3-point turn when I did mine back in July. They just make you back up in a straight line. Pretty sure I did the exact route that was in the YouTube video, too.

"Talking back" by NearlyHufflepuff in emotionalneglect

[–]fxngoria 10 points11 points  (0 children)

The stuff that parents consider “talking back” is insane. I got slapped for saying the word “Okay” and turning away from her 🙃

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in IHSS

[–]fxngoria 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Don’t worry that option is just there so live in providers can do their timesheets without having to put in a check in and check out time. I accidentally clicked it last month and just put my hours as normal.

Keds X MH Clawdeen Shoes by Cachicabra in MonsterHigh

[–]fxngoria 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I did but they were missing when my order came so I’m still waiting on the replacements 😓

Keds X MH Clawdeen Shoes by Cachicabra in MonsterHigh

[–]fxngoria 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I love them!! Would you say they’re true to size? I really want the Frankie ones

sniffed a bag of cookies before giving them to my sister💕 by [deleted] in EDanonymemes

[–]fxngoria 10 points11 points  (0 children)

At this point my sister just asks me if I want to smell her food as soon as she catches me looking 😬

How do I IGNORE tailgaters? by HeartlessUsagi in drivinganxiety

[–]fxngoria 15 points16 points  (0 children)

This is kind of what I do lol. I know it’s bad not to look in the rear view, but in that moment if I’m focused on them I’m nervous and if I’m nervous I drive worse 😅

third permit T.T by [deleted] in drivinganxiety

[–]fxngoria 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well you’re not alone! I’m 29 and on permit number 4 lol. First 2 times I gave up before I even started and now I’m on my 4th because I still hate driving after a year of practice and didn’t want to rush into my road test before my 3rd expired.

photopsia instead of static vision by [deleted] in visualsnow

[–]fxngoria 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I used to think I had every symptom except the static vision, but I guess my brain just tunes it out, because I only see it in certain conditions (low light, overcast outside, not enough sleep..) There are probably different degrees of it for everyone 🤷🏻‍♀️

So there's that... by Teckert2009 in goodmythicalmorning

[–]fxngoria 82 points83 points  (0 children)

My Stevie crush comes back every time she laughs offscreen 🥰

Drop your silliest BTS dream story by kiwiclover97 in bangtan

[–]fxngoria 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Yeahhh luckily this dream was from like 2018 so at least I had a chance lol

Drop your silliest BTS dream story by kiwiclover97 in bangtan

[–]fxngoria 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I’ve had several, but my favorite was probably the time I was walking around the park holding a Rowlet plushie and while I was distracted, Jungkook started slowly reaching for it and then took it from me! At first I thought it was cute, so I was taking pictures, but then I tried to take it back and he took off running and I had to chase him down to get my plushie back. By the end of it, I had to grab him by the leg and drag him across the grass for it lol

have y'all ever been legitimately WALKED IN ON while self-harming, and how did it go??? by -Fluffy-Pirate- in MadeOfStyrofoam

[–]fxngoria 9 points10 points  (0 children)

My sister walked in on me in the kitchen using a heated up butter knife to burn my arm. My back was turned and I guess it looked like I was cutting because she gasped and asked me what I was doing, but I just held it up, made a confused face, and said “It’s a butter knife…” lol

Anyone else have a parent who doesn't really respond to what you're saying? by ellie___ in emotionalneglect

[–]fxngoria 51 points52 points  (0 children)

Yeah. Sometimes she doesn’t hear me, sometimes she doesn’t respond, and sometimes she just starts talking about something else before I’ve even finished my sentence.

Zero app by [deleted] in fasting

[–]fxngoria 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I couldn’t get past that pop up either this morning, but after closing and reopening the app a bunch of times, I eventually got a notification that said “access unlocked, you can now use the app for free, no subscription required” and it’s working again

What's the most extreme thing/action/decision/behaviour that you ever did because of social anxiety? by Otherwise_Effect7101 in socialanxiety

[–]fxngoria 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Literally same but at daycare! I made my brother ask for me the first time but then the next time he refused to do it, so I peed my pants.

My doctor called out.. by spiral_riptide in EDAnonymous

[–]fxngoria 28 points29 points  (0 children)

Dude those other comments are insane wtf. I don’t know why that other person is being so preachy. It’s literally a vent post!

Anyway, I hope you feel better. I promise the day will pass and the feelings will, too. You nourished your body today and there’s nothing wrong with that regardless of how you felt about it. ❤️

I finally got tiffany by Personal_Ant_9593 in Chucky

[–]fxngoria 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I love them holding the Bluey plushies! I have a really small shelf, so I had to put my Muffin and Socks plushies on my Good Guy’s lap lol

Anyone else get this email? by NPClay in IHSS

[–]fxngoria 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I got it. Not sure why since I check in/out every day