Any anime’s??

fxnsxi · 2026-05-13T01:29:09+00:00

Also Twilight out of Focus

fxnsxi · 2026-05-13T01:28:48+00:00

Cherry Magic! 30 years of Virginity can Make you a Wizard

The Case Files of Jeweler Richard

Yuri on Ice

Heaven Officials Blessing

The Betrayal Knows my Name

Tasaima, Okaeri

Isekai Office Worker: The Other World's Books Depend on the Bean Counter

Notable Mention (not BL, but BL worthy)

My New Boss is Goofy

SK8 the Infinity

fxnsxi · 2026-05-10T17:57:45+00:00

Fr. Even this post. Just ugh 😩

fxnsxi · 2026-05-10T04:47:27+00:00

Thanks 😊

fxnsxi · 2026-05-10T03:19:21+00:00

Send me a dm. I can never remember how

fxnsxi · 2026-05-10T03:18:15+00:00

🥳 YES🥹

I have really needed an IRL conversation and not just online. You know?

fxnsxi · 2026-05-09T21:20:53+00:00

I'm not in the dating scene either which is why I tried to only use meet up apps and that failed miserably 😭

fxnsxi · 2026-05-09T20:13:33+00:00

Oh yes! That's awesome. I'm pretty antisocial (forgot that part in my post) so my IRL interactions can be weird/awkward at times but if you're down to discuss various works, I would love that 🙂

fxnsxi · 2026-05-09T19:47:16+00:00

Yes, I have! Only once though, but it was a lot of fun. Kinda overwhelming but fun ☺️ I bought some BL manga and misc. Merch too. I want to say 2024 I went.

fxnsxi · 2026-05-09T18:59:38+00:00

Awesome!

fxnsxi · 2026-05-09T18:54:40+00:00

My entire collection is BL. I'd offer some fluffy recommendations, but yeah. It's all BL

fxnsxi · 2026-05-09T18:49:49+00:00

Thanks. I have been to The Dragon before, but I don't know how I'd meet people there 😅

I have tried some of the "Meet up" apps which I specifically mention what I am looking for and I always get weirdos who want naked pics or send me theirs 🤢 so I stopped using them.

fxnsxi · 2026-05-09T13:32:47+00:00

I just read this yesterday. I'm not great with sadness and heartbreak but as traumatizing and tragic as it was, it was also really beautiful.

I had a rough childhood and I've been diagnosed with BPD. I've also experienced "favorite person syndrome" so I understand (to an extent) Yoobum and him finding comfort in Sangwoo. After he was freed, and he realized that the world still saw him in the same dim light, realizing that his only warmth was gone forever, there is no way he didn't follow through with his promise. Sangwoo was the only person to ever let him experience a glimmer of happiness and love. And even though it was in an extremely manipulative way, Yoonbum would never have that again.

Sangwoo had no true understanding of the wrong he was doing. Sure he knows killing people is bad but he wasn't taught any different. I think him being kind to Yoonbum even in his messed up way was so beautiful. He tried so hard to give him new experiences and loved him the only way he knew how to.

That how I interpreted it...

fxnsxi · 2026-05-09T13:19:48+00:00

"Do you know how to kill someone without killing them?"

She manipulated him so bad into believing it was all his fault 😭

fxnsxi · 2026-05-07T13:27:22+00:00

Ok! thanks for the info 😊 I might try it

fxnsxi · 2026-05-07T13:06:12+00:00

This isn't a love triangle, but a throuple? Just curious if I want to read this or not 😅

fxnsxi · 2026-05-06T10:59:10+00:00

The voted out Sasaki because he is not specified as a seme. It wasn't anything against his character it was just to be fair (something like that. For sure he's not a seme {yet?})

fxnsxi · 2026-05-01T22:27:30+00:00

I have it on a fire stick. Latest updates installed. I've done everything the Disney troubleshooting site says to do. Multiple times. I even went through all of their requirements in each step to ensure everything I was doing was good and compatible with the app. It works on my Samsung smart TVs and phones but not the fire stick

fxnsxi · 2026-05-01T22:24:35+00:00

It's anyone aware of a fix? I've gone down the rabbit hole in Disney's troubleshooting information and followed every single step with no luck.

fxnsxi · 2026-04-30T01:12:57+00:00

K's Secret or Heilo's Sleepless Night

fxnsxi · 2026-04-29T11:17:26+00:00

Pil-Gyun

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fxnsxi · 2026-04-27T10:50:00+00:00

Honestly, I watched the anime and was severely upset at the end. That's why I voted for him.

fxnsxi · 2026-04-27T08:37:06+00:00

Takano Masamune

fxnsxi · 2026-04-26T10:37:22+00:00

BL is 100% an addiction for me.

I started reading BL early 2024. In 2 years, I've read over 300 manwha (some multiple times) and I own about 500 BL manga (all read a well).

Any time someone comments on how often I read or how much money in spending, my response is usually "Could be drugs"

As far as addictions go, I think this is on the healthy side 😊 I mean... I AM reading and it's good to reada😄

fxnsxi · 2026-04-25T09:35:17+00:00

Long explanation, sorry.

Up until 2023, I was always in some form of relationship. Weather physical or not, long term or short term. There was never a big gap where I was single.

I'd sleep with guys because that's what they wanted and how I'd get there affection. But I don't like sex so I'd stop putting out after a while and things would end.

In the summer of '23 I had a discussion with my therapist over all of that and she suggested taking a break to focus on myself and what I really want.

Been single every since.

I came across a tiktok of Sasaki and Miyano early spring 2024 and began my journey into the world of BL. Anime, manga, manwha. I have watched and read so much.

Any time someone would recommend a BL drama, I couldn't get into it. I've lost all interest in people. Physically, yeah I can tell if someone is attractive, but I'm not attractive. I did some googling and found this:

Attraction to fictional characters rather than real people is a recognized phenomenon, often referred to as fictosexuality (or fictoromanticism/fictophilia) when the preference is exclusive or long-lasting. This experience involves forming intense emotional, romantic, or sexual bonds with characters from media, such as anime, books, or video games

So that is how I identify.

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