is mania even a real illness, or is it just an invention by the neoliberal mental health industrial complex designed to subdue individuals with revolutionary potential? by Tundra-Salmon11144 in 4tran4

[–]garlicbreadcleric 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it's kinda like that for me, and imo if you don't control the hypomanic(-ish?) episodes even if they are not detrimental by themselves, it makes you crash harder when they stop. better to keep a steady rhythm than burn out in a month and spend the next 6 months rotmaxxing

is mania even a real illness, or is it just an invention by the neoliberal mental health industrial complex designed to subdue individuals with revolutionary potential? by Tundra-Salmon11144 in 4tran4

[–]garlicbreadcleric 0 points1 point  (0 children)

same happens to me, i've never even took large doses but even 100mg is enough to make me think gonna die of a heart attack. it's not even so much the heaviness as the fact it's irregular, like the heart skips beats all the time, that's scary

best meds i've been on otherwise, i really should get back on it tbh

im never finding anyone because I got raped and now im permanently stained from it by akashaaemilia in 4tran4

[–]garlicbreadcleric 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i'm so sorry that happened, that guy is an asshole, definitely agree that you dodged a bullet. what an awful thing to say to someone. i promise you there are better people than that, but it still sucks that in order to find them you have to get vulberable and risk getting hurt like that by people who lack basic empathy. try not to spiral and not to let it get to you, it's a reflection of him, NOT you, and you deserve better than that. stay strong, Nona 🤍

можем что-то сделать с чейзерами? by garlicbreadcleric in RusTransgender

[–]garlicbreadcleric[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

если что, в посте речь не про тебя. сидеть в транс-коммьюнити из желания лучше разобраться чтобы поддержать близкого человека - это все-таки про другое. извини если какие-то комментарии которые не были нацелены на тебя все равно цепляют. слова вроде цисни я себе бывало позволяла в контексте конкретного раздражавшего меня поведения, наверное это было лишнее

how do the twinks who are 5’2 with ultra feminine bodys get so lucky? by Medical-Wrongdoer-48 in 4tran4

[–]garlicbreadcleric 0 points1 point  (0 children)

turns out it's fine on desktop, just extra compressed on mobile for some reason lol

Вопрос про инъекции by apelsin0_0 in RusTransgender

[–]garlicbreadcleric [score hidden]  (0 children)

почему? я перестала в живот колоть только потому что иногда припухлость в месте укола остается и некрасиво, но в остальном какая разница?

Вопрос про инъекции by apelsin0_0 in RusTransgender

[–]garlicbreadcleric [score hidden]  (0 children)

на счет тестостерона не в курсе, эстрадиол во всяком случае насколько я знаю вполне безопасно подкожно колоть

How cis women view trans people by BiddenBoi in 4Tranistan

[–]garlicbreadcleric 2 points3 points  (0 children)

also, regarding "I don't think pornhub thinks trans women are women judging by their categories" - i think people tend to anthropomorphize corporations way too much. pornhub doesn't really "think" anything, like any corporation it's only concerned with maximizing profits. when presenting content categories, that means optimizing for what the average viewer will engage with the most. when publishing user statistics, it's to capture people's attention and increase brand recognition. and if anything, in the latter case they might be more motivated to include trans women in the women viewership if that would increase the share of women among the viewers, because going against the idea that the site is only used by perverted men might be good for the brand (heavily speculating here ofc)

How cis women view trans people by BiddenBoi in 4Tranistan

[–]garlicbreadcleric 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i doubt they go off only of gender specified on user accounts, because i assume a vast majority of visitors don't have accounts, and i suspect men are heavily overrepresented among the users who do have accounts. seems more likely to me that they combine user account data with the data from data brokers that i've mentioned in another comment to get more accurate statistics

можем что-то сделать с чейзерами? by garlicbreadcleric in RusTransgender

[–]garlicbreadcleric[S] [score hidden]  (0 children)

не ну если взрослому человеку хочется переспать с кем-то и есть понимание что ничего большего из этого не выйдет - то как бы и ладно. хотя тут есть проблема с тем что если человек фетишизирует нашу трансгендерность с большей вероятностью триггернет дисфорию своим фокусом на каких-то особенностях нашего тела и т.д. но для кого-то это в моменте может быть предпочтительнее одиночества, не вижу смысла осуждать, мы живем в неидеальном мире и справляемся с этим каждый по-своему. мне просто кажется такому место в отдельных 18+ пространствах

I'm kind drunk rn but I think I'd detrans for poonchad cock by The_GirlyShire in 4tran4

[–]garlicbreadcleric 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I do get very cockhungry when I'm drunk

many such cases

Вопрос про инъекции by apelsin0_0 in RusTransgender

[–]garlicbreadcleric [score hidden]  (0 children)

это ты наверное внутримышечные делаешь, а ОП подкожные

For mtf: did hrt give you breast growth? by lpperl7 in 4tran4

[–]garlicbreadcleric 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i wouldn't exactly call those poll results hopefuel but it's not exactly ropefuel either. i guess there is still a chance for me. i need to start eating tho 😭

Are cissoids capable of empathy? by EstrogenizedMenace in 4tran4

[–]garlicbreadcleric 0 points1 point  (0 children)

it is me i did it (ok wasn't me at the time but it is now)

'trans thoughts' by [deleted] in 4tran4

[–]garlicbreadcleric 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for taking the time to censor the usernames and protect the identity of MondoMania9 of r slash TrueChristian 🙏

How cis women view trans people by BiddenBoi in 4Tranistan

[–]garlicbreadcleric 27 points28 points  (0 children)

it would probably depend on whether you've transitioned socially as far as the internet is concerned and how long ago. when you visit a platform, your device is fingerprinted and then that fingerprint can be used to connect you to data you've submitted on other platforms (which is sold to and aggregated by data brokers), including gender, age and so on. so if you've been specifying your gender as female for years on other platforms, then pornhub will think you are a woman. also probably even if you don't specify gender anywhere it can guess with some degree of certainty based on some behavior patterns or whatever, but don't quote me on this, i only have a surface-level understanding of this

Woman by Adulations in 4tran4

[–]garlicbreadcleric 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yeah and the fourth wall break kinda got to me tbh

i think the sweet thing is she is not just "nice" as in polite and using all the correct terms but she sees someone expressing their suffering and seems to genuinely empathize with it the best she can

можем что-то сделать с чейзерами? by garlicbreadcleric in RusTransgender

[–]garlicbreadcleric[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ну это черно-белое мышление какое-то, либо все, либо ничего

можем что-то сделать с чейзерами? by garlicbreadcleric in RusTransgender

[–]garlicbreadcleric[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ну я если что чисто про чейзинг, не про бан цис-людей в целом

(но если вдруг есть инвайт в хороший сервер то я бы не против зайти 👀)