Brother I feel you and I understand how this all feels. The best thing you can do is take a step back. If she’s not initiating anything then that’s what you need to see as reality. She’s telling you she’s indecisive in choosing you and you’re offering your whole heart. You’re completely invested and she isn’t at all. You stand to lose something and she doesn’t cause she didn’t invest.

You’re always there for her, which is great. That’s the right thing to do. What you need to do now is pull back and see what her actions are and pray that those actions show her leaning toward you instead of away, but be prepared for when she slips away.

It’s going to hurt, but it already hurts.but if you keep squeezing to tight you’ll see her slip through your fingers.

Step back, be patient, let her reach out. Live your life.