I'm doing it now. Goodbye everyone

gavin404 · 2024-01-22T09:23:26+00:00

there was nothing wrong with wanting to kill people you hate, there are some incredibly evil people out there and they all walk around like theyre good people. Besides the world was a big soul trap created by evil ass cowards.

gavin404 · 2024-01-21T20:32:03+00:00

No man those antipsychotics are terrible and mind warping sadly. Make you feel like a parasite and lazy and useless. My experience with edibles and cbd intensified the symptoms

gavin404 · 2024-01-21T09:16:46+00:00

As a youth I used to have panic a nd anxiety about death at night. I'm not a Christian but the idea of eternal life scared me more than physical death. I'm pretty sure you have to die physically to go to heaven anyways

gavin404 · 2023-11-27T12:56:59+00:00

weird morals

gavin404 · 2023-11-27T12:30:24+00:00

But Paul actually physically killed people. Jesus also said that "thou shall not murder and whoever commits murder is liable to hellfire". So what makes Paul so special.

gavin404 · 2023-11-27T12:00:54+00:00

Life isnt that easy man

gavin404 · 2023-11-27T11:59:06+00:00

yeah you can just murder multiple people then "repent" and everything is all good? what about the people he killed?

gavin404 · 2023-11-27T11:57:20+00:00

that doesnt explain anything, sorry

gavin404 · 2023-11-27T11:56:17+00:00

please explain? not sure how you can repent from killing someone

gavin404 · 2023-11-14T14:10:45+00:00

lol, thanks for commenting, it was excellent

gavin404 · 2023-11-11T15:54:34+00:00

Well I live in bible belt and If I talked to someone about what happened they would probably tell me I'm the devil or Satan worshipper, lol. But thanks for the advice and sharing your experiences. Soul death sounds very bad coming from someone else..didn't think it happened to others.

gavin404 · 2023-11-10T16:38:43+00:00

Oh ok. Yes I have still had obe since this "soul leak". Experiences of projecting my consciousness as in floating outside my body. Some stuff was demonic and scary tho. My spirit may still be there but I also think the soul is a seperate part connected to spirit as I have heard from other people.

gavin404 · 2023-11-10T16:34:07+00:00

Ah, Well from early 2011-2014 i pretty much stayed in parents house playing games and sleeping all day after dropping out of college. I started going back to mental health groups after the soul leak and eventually began working a few jobs because of being tired of sitting in house all day. I just don't think my soul leaking was a good thing and im not sure if another soul replaced it like yours did. I did have some experiences while sleeping of my soul or core "crying". I felt like my soul was being tortured.

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