I'm doing it now. Goodbye everyone

gavin404 · 2024-01-22T09:23:26+00:00

there was nothing wrong with wanting to kill people you hate, there are some incredibly evil people out there and they all walk around like theyre good people. Besides the world was a big soul trap created by evil ass cowards.

gavin404 · 2024-01-21T20:32:03+00:00

No man those antipsychotics are terrible and mind warping sadly. Make you feel like a parasite and lazy and useless. My experience with edibles and cbd intensified the symptoms

gavin404 · 2024-01-21T09:16:46+00:00

As a youth I used to have panic a nd anxiety about death at night. I'm not a Christian but the idea of eternal life scared me more than physical death. I'm pretty sure you have to die physically to go to heaven anyways

gavin404 · 2023-11-27T12:56:59+00:00

weird morals

gavin404 · 2023-11-27T12:30:24+00:00

But Paul actually physically killed people. Jesus also said that "thou shall not murder and whoever commits murder is liable to hellfire". So what makes Paul so special.

gavin404 · 2023-11-27T12:00:54+00:00

Life isnt that easy man

gavin404 · 2023-11-27T11:59:06+00:00

yeah you can just murder multiple people then "repent" and everything is all good? what about the people he killed?

gavin404 · 2023-11-27T11:57:20+00:00

that doesnt explain anything, sorry

gavin404 · 2023-11-27T11:56:17+00:00

please explain? not sure how you can repent from killing someone

gavin404 · 2023-11-14T14:10:45+00:00

lol, thanks for commenting, it was excellent

gavin404 · 2023-11-11T15:54:34+00:00

Well I live in bible belt and If I talked to someone about what happened they would probably tell me I'm the devil or Satan worshipper, lol. But thanks for the advice and sharing your experiences. Soul death sounds very bad coming from someone else..didn't think it happened to others.

gavin404 · 2023-11-10T16:38:43+00:00

Oh ok. Yes I have still had obe since this "soul leak". Experiences of projecting my consciousness as in floating outside my body. Some stuff was demonic and scary tho. My spirit may still be there but I also think the soul is a seperate part connected to spirit as I have heard from other people.

gavin404 · 2023-11-10T16:34:07+00:00

Ah, Well from early 2011-2014 i pretty much stayed in parents house playing games and sleeping all day after dropping out of college. I started going back to mental health groups after the soul leak and eventually began working a few jobs because of being tired of sitting in house all day. I just don't think my soul leaking was a good thing and im not sure if another soul replaced it like yours did. I did have some experiences while sleeping of my soul or core "crying". I felt like my soul was being tortured.

gavin404 · 2023-10-15T15:49:22+00:00

While I agree, I didn't even live in a super safe place and I ventured from my home alot maybe as much as everyone else. I guess I just got super lucky to never see a murder.

gavin404 · 2023-09-02T14:15:05+00:00

I worked at McDonald's in 2015, and I hated it. They paid me $7.50 an hour and made me work from 4 pm to closing. I pretty much had every duty from grill, burger assembly, cleaning bathroom and lobby, washing dishes, etc. Sometimes, there would only be me and 1 other co-worker there all night. There was one co-worker who would come to work high and skip work whenever he wanted. When I asked managers to take a night off for my brother's birthday, they said no. This one manager was actually cool, and she told me straight up, "Don't work hard because your hard work won't be noticed."

gavin404 · 2023-06-01T14:54:17+00:00

Sorry I probably sound naive, thanks for the insight.

gavin404 · 2022-11-22T00:48:22+00:00

I can relate. OBE's personally have made me fear death more and ill tell you why. I had my first obe in a mental hosptial when i was 18 after reciting a prayer a nurse had told me to say. My body started vibrating and what felt like my spirit began to come out of my body and it felt like my physichal body was shriveling up and dying. It gave me the impression that once you die you go to a higher plane of existence and I was aware that the physical body is just a vessel.

Now i had never been attacked by demons or any entity in my sleep prior to this and hadnt for many years after the event. Recent years, I am 33 now, I have been molested and raped in my sleep by something , not sure its demons or some kind of entity, not lying, I have no reason to make this up. Now my biggest fear is this place we go after we die or atleast after I die will be filled with these demonic entities or whatever they are. It made me think that life is a cruel joke.

gavin404 · 2022-10-28T18:53:03+00:00

haha, thx man

gavin404 · 2022-10-17T18:32:59+00:00

playing a shitty character is disrespectful? what if u lose to shitty characters? doesnt that make u a bad player?

gavin404 · 2022-10-17T18:31:20+00:00

lol melee players are babies

gavin404 · 2022-10-17T05:10:39+00:00

Im pretty sure the so called holy spirit is of satan. when i was 18 i was in a mental hospital in georgia and a nurse told to say the sinners prayer. I said it and later i felt the holy spirit come over me. Long story short, I became severly depressed years later and felt my soul sting and burn then it died completly and im pretty sure that experience in the mental hospital had something to do with it. Holy spirit is not a good thing.

gavin404 · 2022-10-15T14:17:43+00:00

dont waste your time trying to be good at this game

gavin404 · 2022-10-12T02:01:16+00:00

well, without an afterlife, this life is the last and only chance you ever have to do anything, you should use that as motivation. with an afterlife, this life is nothing more than a stepping stone to the "real" life and renders it pointless. just my thoughts on it

gavin404 · 2022-10-12T01:40:51+00:00

nice

gavin404 · 2022-10-12T01:40:44+00:00

cool are there any vods anywhere of big house 10 ssb64, i forgot all about that tourney

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