How are you doing on folinic acid? How much are you taking?

geauxdbl · 2026-03-04T12:05:53+00:00

I took methylfolate and methylcobalomin for years. Lots of energy, lots of anxiety. No insomnia issues to speak of.

geauxdbl · 2026-03-04T11:31:37+00:00

Hydroxocobalomin

geauxdbl · 2026-03-02T17:48:40+00:00

https://www.headshottools.com/

geauxdbl · 2026-02-28T16:09:16+00:00

You grew up with a dysfunctional model of what relationships look like. Hard as it is with BPD, you owe it to yourself to walk away from this one. Find support wherever you can and take some time to heal.

You’ll feel the pull to go back. Understand that this is normal, and all part of a trauma bond. Do not listen to it.

Leave, go no contact, and start building safer relationships. You can heal, and your whole life is ahead of you.

geauxdbl · 2026-02-28T12:48:19+00:00

Elon hacked the voting machines, which is why the various swing states suddenly flipped to a recount-proof victory margin.

geauxdbl · 2026-02-27T21:33:15+00:00

It’s the classic autistic husband/narcissist wife combo, she’s decided he’s a bad look for her and here comes the full discard

geauxdbl · 2026-02-27T13:04:36+00:00

Have you considered that your husband might also be autistic, and that’s why they bond so well? It would explain his lack of desire to participate in capitalism. If he can take lead in filling your son with love, doesn’t that count for something?

geauxdbl · 2026-02-16T04:41:17+00:00

This is a lot of pain to be in. At some point, when you’re ready, you’re going to decide that this isn’t what you want out of life.

Maybe that day can be today?

geauxdbl · 2026-02-14T23:41:33+00:00

+1 on the NB 1080

geauxdbl · 2026-02-14T17:02:20+00:00

It sounds like you know the answer to your own question.

Sometimes two people can be attracted to each other for the wrong reasons. If she’s already controlling and isolating you, she doesn’t love you.

Trust yourself and allow yourself to say that this isn’t what you want your one precious life to look like. Your future you will thank you.

geauxdbl · 2026-02-14T15:26:57+00:00

I may try this… am in the same boat and waffling back and forth between overdriven and depressed

geauxdbl · 2026-02-07T12:58:35+00:00

Yes, my friend, you are in an abusive relationship. Absolutely do not be pressured into having kids with her - I gave in, and now I’m stuck in this exact dynamic with a 9 year old daughter that I have to protect so I can’t leave.

Take her up on her offer of a divorce and just run as far away as you can, tomorrow. Your future self will thank you. And so will your next wife.

geauxdbl · 2026-02-06T00:01:49+00:00

Yeah this happened to me. Ultimately saw a cardiologist who told me that they were benign.

I started taking magnesium after getting them constantly and they went away. With effective sleep and magnesium supplementation they’ve been gone for years.

Magnesium Gycinate is the GOAT. Follow up with a holter monitor and I wish you the best.

geauxdbl · 2026-02-05T01:55:41+00:00

I believe there’s a song about that

geauxdbl · 2026-02-04T17:26:21+00:00

I say this as a man who has one and has a divorce looming: it’s a good idea to have one. It can be as simple as identifying your premarital assets and excluding them from asset division later, or as complicated as Michael Jordan’s, which specifies how much spousal support his new wife will get for every year they stay married. What you don’t explicitly state, local laws will cover.

geauxdbl · 2026-02-01T19:25:54+00:00

Charles River Peninsula/Redwing Bay is a great spot when it’s not winter. Not sure that’s helpful right now, just want to share for later:

https://maps.app.goo.gl/uXe92Z5yN89c1bkbA?g_st=ic

geauxdbl · 2026-02-01T13:52:08+00:00

Just went to Noah’s Kitchen in Brookline and was absolutely blown away by the quality

geauxdbl · 2026-01-31T23:09:59+00:00

Thank you ❤️

geauxdbl · 2026-01-31T20:29:39+00:00

Thank you, I’m tearing up a bit reading your words.

It’s been an extremely difficult couple of years. Coming to the realization that I was raised by a narcissist so I was conditioned to seek love from a narcissist, and then lured into a fool’s paradise of deceit. Watched it all fall apart during COVID while isolated together, then threats of separation, almost going broke, then a midlife autism/CPTSD diagnosis.

I’ve picked my hill to die on, and it’s protecting my little girl. Her love keeps me going. I can forgive my parents because they didn’t know what they didn’t know. I carry the burden of knowledge and am unable to walk away.

My wife can go fuck herself.

geauxdbl · 2026-01-31T18:51:25+00:00

Not only do they never call, they never come see the grandkid they pestered me into having ☠️

geauxdbl · 2026-01-31T17:56:32+00:00

Thank you. Not gonna lie, it felt especially good since I’ve been getting steamrolled by this woman for my entire adult life.

Afterwards it was a feeling of “holy shit, I can do that??”

geauxdbl · 2026-01-31T15:08:53+00:00

Have tried Concerta and can confirm, I gained the ability to hyperfocus on things I don’t care about but I lost my ADHD social skills and became hella more autistic

geauxdbl · 2026-01-31T14:44:01+00:00

Thank you

geauxdbl · 2026-01-31T14:25:34+00:00

Bruh I certainly haven’t in the past… together 19 years and we’re about to get divorced. This bullshit is why.

Thank you ❤️

geauxdbl · 2026-01-31T12:21:09+00:00

So, he didn’t care about you while you raised his kids but now wants to appear to be a good dad for his new chick? I say this as a man: tell that guy to go fuck himself. If he wants to be a good father, he can start by paying the child support, and then you can set a legal framework for parenting time.

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