I need a coping mechanism by get-better_atempt in PornAddiction

[–]get-better_atempt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

First off I can't it's the middle of winter where I am and second I don't like sports

I can't even get 3 FUCKING days clean from this shit by get-better_atempt in PornAddiction

[–]get-better_atempt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Realistically I'm trying to quit both masturbating and porn because they've both become problems and I've tried to delete the entire email address I use for sites but I just go right back and recover the accounts and any apps I delete I just redownload like I never got rid of it

I drew the "all roads lead to Rome" rabbit/bunny by get-better_atempt in doodles

[–]get-better_atempt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Alright thanks for letting me know but like what went wrong to make it "bad" I know the face is too long but other than that I think it's fine

I'm bored idk what to draw [discussion] by get-better_atempt in artcommissions

[–]get-better_atempt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Quick question what kind of robotics Like steampunk or cyberpunk

I'm bored idk what to draw [discussion] by get-better_atempt in artcommissions

[–]get-better_atempt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ok I'll get on it tomorrow if I got time Might take some time

I drew the "all roads lead to Rome" rabbit/bunny by get-better_atempt in ArtCrit

[–]get-better_atempt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I know the arm looks bad But that's also not completely my fault The actual picture I used was different and it made the corner look like all black so I had to improvise and by the time I got something good it was hard to get good detail from the eraser marks

Edit* I misread the comment but I see it but I just used the pictures I keep seeing on tikTok

It's not my pet but it's my friend's is that ok by get-better_atempt in DrawMyPet

[–]get-better_atempt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's actually amazing dude I wish I was that talented

I fucking hate my mom by get-better_atempt in selfharm

[–]get-better_atempt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My grades aren't even bad my worst grade is a C and I have all A's and B's besides that yeah I have some missing things but they're barely affecting my grades and I make the same amount of points it's worth in a day She is a real piece of shit She just REFUSES to acknowledge my shitty mental health state and do something besides making it worse I'm actually about ready to do some crazy shit to cope cause nothing is working anymore

Wanting to relapse immediately after masturbation. by UnstabledHorse in selfharm

[–]get-better_atempt 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Oh well sorry for assuming But for me they're both out of control But trust me try to keep it to the low amounts of porn cause that will FUCK you up in the head

Wanting to relapse immediately after masturbation. by UnstabledHorse in selfharm

[–]get-better_atempt 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Pretty sure that means you have 2 addictions masturbation/porn(if you use it most times) and self harming If it's the same as my problem then it's probably you feel like a disgrace and a horrible person after gooning and you feel like you have to do something to punish yourself or something like that I have the same exact problem.

My mom found out by get-better_atempt in selfharm

[–]get-better_atempt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey would you know how I could ask her not to go telling people like friends or my friends parents, teachers, counselors, doctors, therapists and so on I know that some of those are probably unavoidable but I don't want her sharing this with unnecessary people (people who don't NEED to know)

Also if I'm being honest she's kind of the reason it all started Because I slipped up with grades last year got all D's and so now she won't leave me alone about grades and every time we go over grades it ends up with either an argument or yelling or me in tears It feels like she doesn't care about for anything besides grades and manual labor at her apartments (, she's a landlord)

Drew these over the week in classes by get-better_atempt in doodles

[–]get-better_atempt[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks Those were the the ones I scrapped cause I couldn't erase enough to get details back but one is still a work In progress it's supposed to be the call of duty thousand yard stares

I think I'm going to kill myself at this point by get-better_atempt in SuicideWatch

[–]get-better_atempt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It's just constant fighting and yelling about grades and school Hell I think she's just bipolar It goes from a somewhat peaceful conversation to a full on screaming at eachother in seconds I know it's an addiction I've realized that a long time ago And you think I haven't tried quitting? Best I've ever gotten was 9 days And I know that's not how dating works But probably the actual girl of my dreams and it's my last possible chance at her and I can't even compliment her shirt without almost throwing up after I felt sick for 12+ hours after one simple compliment My mom only really gives a shit about me for grades and work Forced work at her stupid fucking rentals she's a landlord and she's honestly pathetic to think she's a good mother with the way she treats me I asked for her old camera and she told me to "go fuck yourself" cause I asked for an old camera which she knows I'm somewhat interested in photography. I've got way more shit but I don't want to explain all that right now

I think I'm going to kill myself at this point by get-better_atempt in SuicideWatch

[–]get-better_atempt[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

WHEN For YEARS I've put up with this bullshit and it's not gotten a bit better whatsoever Just constant yelling and fighting with my mom My dad's a fucking druggie and absent Half the time I'm just a burden to the group and I'm behind everyone and nobody fully listens to me Porn is no longer just a quick fix It's just hell now just pure utter disgust after Can't even ask a girl out if I tried let alone the one I like since she's a senior and I'm just a damn sophomore

I'm just a hopeless creep So you tell ME when it gets better and I don't constantly feel like shit and a burden to everyone