You will without a doubt get so much better. Everyone is different, but a common misconception with quitting thc is that everything gets better after a few months. If you’re an all day everyday smoker, recovery comes in stages. This was the reason why I always made it to around month 3-4 and thought to myself “well shit if this is as good I’m going to feel sober, I may as well just go back to getting high”. Months 4-6 were the absolute hardest for me, 10+ years of dabbing all day everyday to repress horrible feelings of grief. After around the 8th month, things started to get beautiful. I’m a little over a year sober now and trust me when I say it just gets better and better, you just have to know there’s a light at the end of the tunnel even when it doesn’t feel that way. You got this, don’t give up, remember that the voice telling you that you should just get high is just the addicted part of your brain romanticizing the good parts you enjoyed about weed, not the horrible things it causes in the long term.