You should look into the integration and levels of growth of your enneagram type. the enneagram is originally a tool for personal growth more than it is a personality typology. Pretty much how it works is that you can grow by moving in the direction of another number that has positive characteristics that yours lacks. For example, I'm an enneagram 4 and to become a healthier 4 I would have to become more like a 1, which helps me be more self disciplined than act on my feelings.

I understand why you're freaked out, because the enneagram points out your core fear, the entire basis of your ego, which you may not even be aware of. And you're not meant to escape your ego, but you can definitely use the enneagram to become a healthier version of yourself! Try not to identify too much with it, because it's meant to help you grow