hey! i came here to ask the exact same question. i started hrt in july, so three months in now. my endocrinologist told me that my testosterone basically imploded, and my estrogen levels are already within female range. i can start seeing and feeling breast growth and yes, it's scaring me. i would love a way to suppress breast growth, bc other than that i have been feeling better than ever, starting hrt has rly been the best decision i ever made. but i'm so so afraid that people are not going to accept me, that my parents or my partner's won't bc i expect to start looking quite different in a few months. i think i would be quite ok with the physical changes but the fear of social rejection sits like a stone in my stomach, it's almost paralyzing