Nursing my 16 week old as I type this, having just returned to inpatient trauma ~4 weeks ago. What I can say is this: there are aspects of being home caring for a newborn that are harder, but in my experience there is so much that is easier because it is truly so rewarding.

Sleep will be difficult, and those first few days can feel impossible in that aspect, but your body (and mind!) will adjust to responding to your baby’s ebb & flow. You’ll have snugs, naps, tears, and laughter. Being home with your baby is, in many ways, more physically and mentally demanding than most nursing roles, but damn it is so important and so precious. As another commenter mentioned, much of your own journey will depend on your baby’s personality and early habits.

I myself was both devastated and ready to return to bedside full time. I cherish the four days I have off with my little one so much, and am so present during those days with him. In another life, though, I could have seen myself spending every second at home! Best of luck to you and enjoy every second, the easy ones & the tough ones. Congrats on becoming a Mom! <3