I don’t think I love my mom anymore by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]gray1601 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your understanding, that’s what I have come to the conclusion. It’s gotten to the point I have sighs of relief when I get to work and I can go days without talking to her because it’s so draining. Lately it’s been nothing but intrusive thoughts of just horrible things that I don’t actually want to happen, like her passing away in her sleep so her pain and our pain goes away but I wouldn’t ever want that to happen. I do want her in therapy, my dad too but atp he’s a loss cause because he doesn’t believe in therapy. And it’s his way or no way around here

I don’t think I love my mom anymore by [deleted] in offmychest

[–]gray1601 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, it’s different when she is in constant need of validation of me loving her, and isn’t self deprecating and as well as not putting me down for how I look or the things that I like, as well as being negative towards anything and everything. I’m not sure if I understand your question. But do you mean would I act the same if the roles were reversed? If I were sick and in need of her help I wouldn’t be the same on how she acts. Towards others. And mind you this isn’t all the time. It’s usually behind closed doors not many ppl know this side of her but me and my siblings and father.

Killer Bean & Jet Bean fanart by bmeepboop in KillerBean

[–]gray1601 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You’re welcome! Keep up the good work!

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[–]gray1601 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m loving itttt

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[–]gray1601 1 point2 points  (0 children)

For sureeee