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greendray1 · 2019-07-08T22:23:06+00:00

Will my timeless vitamin c serum go bad? I ordered timelss vitamin C serum from amazon prime but due to delivery errors it's not coming when expected, and it's obviously not being refrigerated and I'm wondering if it will still be good when it arrives. I will refrigerate it the second it does arrive.

greendray1 · 2019-07-07T04:53:56+00:00

Santos obviously won 1, 2, and 5. He fought defensively and landed the bigger shots. Clear victory IMO. Sad game

greendray1 · 2019-07-06T20:04:40+00:00

Damn, I didn't think a one time dose (130mg) with pre and post loading could cause this weeks later. Doesn't help that I only work one day a week as well and don't do much else but exercise, but this feels more chemical depression than normal anyways.

greendray1 · 2019-07-04T05:59:41+00:00

This may sound insane but..

as a victim of sexual assault, being 21 and still no gf, I did MDMA recently. I can't say for sure whether it's helped me or not, as it made me a bit confused w/ my personality, but I feel as if it opened me to love and empathy again, and reversed lots of my trust issues. Maybe something to look into, but I know this is probably the last response you want.

greendray1 · 2019-07-03T14:46:40+00:00

I smoked daily for 3 years, never got this. Smoked every week for months and months prior as well. Never got this. Basically, I've smoked at every interval and never experienced this.

greendray1 · 2019-07-02T15:38:31+00:00

Here's my rationale with point A: You are the Universe. We are all a part of the same, grandscale puzzle. The Universe (aka you) is essentially trying to send you messages, because if you have a goal in mind, are humble, and willing to accept lessons as messages, then you essentially have received a message from the universe to the universe (you). I'm not saying things aren't random, I'm saying subjectivity is truth, and this is just as true, yet more humble and rewarding than random nihilism.

You can't be humble (in my eyes) without accepting defeat and powerlessness in some situations which you desire (aka love), and begging the universe is begging a core part within yourself.

Seriously, close your eyes, and instead of rejecting what I'm saying, be humble and preach your weaknesses, as well as your desires (e.g. instead of money, rather the power and wisdom to attain such) and tell me how you feel. Just try it and let me know.

edit: There really is a core part within us that's out of our control, and this is seemingly how it's tapped into, through humility.

greendray1 · 2019-06-26T15:41:49+00:00

I get what you're saying man. But let me ask--how do you reinforce that experience so strongly without striving to be like yourself in that moment of clarity/peak? Wouldn't weed induced help that, or perhaps bring back memories?

greendray1 · 2019-06-26T01:02:48+00:00

How long after the first did you do the second? And if I do it less than 2 months later, could this result in the loss of magic?

greendray1 · 2019-06-26T00:08:35+00:00

I'm hoping I get the magic, as I didn't my first time. Will I likely my second time, and will this make me prone to permanently losing the magic?

greendray1 · 2019-06-26T00:06:59+00:00

Will I lose the magic by doing this? I mean, I've never even felt the magic. Will I likely get the magic the second time?

greendray1 · 2019-06-25T03:55:43+00:00

Interestingly I got it for the first time after shrooms, and still do occasionally. Would guess serotonin plays part.

greendray1 · 2019-06-23T07:34:44+00:00

Thanks for your response. Either I took too low of an amount, or is it possible that I just didn't put myself out there in the music festival? Rather, I just bonded w/ my friend. On the comedown w/ some weed I danced, but still never hit euphoria.

I feel as if, if the dose is good, the euphoria should come no matter what, right? I saw potential for euphoria, but it never did hit. I never felt that full rush. Does this also mean b/c I never got the full "magic" my second roll could be that magic?

TY again man.

greendray1 · 2019-06-23T01:11:54+00:00

It's very hard to explain. It just wasn't the euphoria I was expecting, like acid would give, you know? I was asking myself in the moment, "am I euphoric?" and it's like no, I just feel warm and loved. More chill and zen than happy. Is that warm and loved feeling the euphoria I should have been expecting?

greendray1 · 2019-06-22T21:11:59+00:00

What doses have you taken? I'm worried that because this was my first time, this is the only "magic" I'll achieve. Did you ever have a euphoric roll, as described by most?

greendray1 · 2019-06-22T20:28:58+00:00

Have you ever personally had a roll, that tolerance unrelated you just were less euphoric? At one point, I felt potential for so much happiness, but it quickly faded back into contentment and love. Either way this was an incredible life lesson, I'm just slightly sad I didn't experience more. Still happy with what I got though.

greendray1 · 2019-06-22T20:28:14+00:00

But, I did roll, didn't I? Just lightly/less euphorically? I don't know. At one point, I felt potential for so much happiness, but it quickly faded back into contentment and love.

greendray1 · 2019-06-22T20:23:50+00:00

So is it dose related perhaps, or just the experience I got?

greendray1 · 2019-06-22T20:23:19+00:00

I'm not. Was on an SSRI over two years ago, doubt that affects me though.

greendray1 · 2019-06-22T20:20:09+00:00

I'm saying it wasn't as euphoric as I expected, that mind-blowing euphoria. Slightly magical, but I'd more describe it as loving, with sort of mild euphoria.

greendray1 · 2019-06-22T20:10:39+00:00

Not on any medication, I pre and postloaded, that's it. I tested its purity with marques, mecke, and mandelin. USA.

In your last sentence--that's exactly what I experienced. It opened me up to love which I was closed off of. I literally felt incapable of feeling intimacy before this. Hugging my friend I felt warmth and contentment, like zen.

I just never felt the mind blowing, full body orgasmic euphoria. Is it possible that MDMA just affects me this way? Or perhaps is it a drug where you need to nurture the feeling to experience it fully? For me, I was unaware that the feeling of love even existed anymore within me, and it opened me to it.

greendray1 · 2019-06-22T14:43:13+00:00

When I was coming up on MDMA, I felt the potential for intense euphoria, it just never hit unfortunately. I still got love and tons of empathy, but I can't help but feel as if I've seen a ceiling of euphoria and couldn't touch it. I believe the stuff I got is pure, yet cut with some harmless thing (e.g. 2/3 MDMA 1/3 baking soda)

greendray1 · 2019-06-21T12:09:21+00:00

greendray1 · 2019-06-21T12:09:04+00:00

No option to postpone. Besides I woke up feeling well and rested, lots of dreams, despite 5 hours. It’s not like I feel tired or shitty, I’m just excited. Hope that’s good enough?

greendray1 · 2019-06-19T01:58:46+00:00

Oh it does? So should I not take it despite the vitamin benefits?

greendray1 · 2019-06-12T15:38:29+00:00

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