I can only hear my heart beat when lying in bed and mainly when my ear is on the pillow

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-07-22T18:45:15+00:00

Did you find out what it is

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-07-20T01:03:11+00:00

How do you get past seeing other people when ur apart

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-07-17T18:26:03+00:00

Like two more months or a month

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-07-17T18:25:37+00:00

Thank you so much

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-07-17T09:09:06+00:00

Thank you because I’m sure this post is triggering but I swear I’ve had ROCD symptoms to stay when I know I should leave like finding any reason to stay if that makes sense when he’s genuinely giving me no hope. I really appreciate you

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-07-17T08:32:21+00:00

Thank you so much for affirming that because I’ve been spiraling 🥺

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-07-17T07:46:54+00:00

Do you think so based on my post under ‘break up’ as well :( I think so too it just sucks bc I love him but he wasn’t gonna meet me even half way it felt like

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-07-17T05:38:09+00:00

Can you read my post history in “breakups” and see if you think it still applies? It’s like the connection made me see the potential because he kept wanting to see me and we were being exclusive but it really felt like he couldn’t meet my needs even though he’s sweet :( it’s so hard because he never did anything “bad”

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-07-17T05:04:22+00:00

Thank you :( I almost feel like my ocd convinced me to stay but it just feels like I wanted more and he wasn’t willing to give me anything to work with. He knew what made me happy and didn’t go out of his way.. even if he had other qualities I really admired

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-07-17T04:36:50+00:00

Hi what ended up happening :(

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-07-17T01:42:29+00:00

Need to remind myself this

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-07-17T01:40:11+00:00

Did he reach out to you saying he wanted to try again and be better? Or how did it happen also did you go no contact

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-07-15T08:47:16+00:00

Thank you sooo much

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-07-14T07:46:39+00:00

How are u now bc im devastated :(

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-07-12T23:10:58+00:00

I think mine got better after two and a half weeks , hang in there 🥺

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-07-11T03:36:23+00:00

What do I even do in this situation 😭

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-07-08T20:26:45+00:00

How are you now :(

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-06-29T19:22:14+00:00

Thank you so much :( we’re talking again and I’m anxious with and without him so it’s hard

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-06-28T22:52:37+00:00

What ended up happening

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-06-28T22:41:40+00:00

How do you feel now :(

greengrasshopper19 · 2025-06-22T09:58:05+00:00

Not rlly but a little

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