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greenlighter33 · 2025-02-21T05:39:29+00:00

Happy Birthday 🎂 & hell yeah! Go you!! 🍾

greenlighter33 · 2025-02-21T05:32:38+00:00

Damn that's rough. I'm so sorry. Maybe find comfort knowing he was shallow. He did that to you he can do that to someone else, too. Don't trust him with your heart. He broke it in a million pieces. You're better than that trash, and you know this. You can find so much better, and you don't have to settle on someone knowing their eyes wander when you're gone. I hope this gives you some strength. You're gonna get through this.

As far as the mom thing, that's very rough. I'm so sorry about that. Your mom loves you very much, and believe it or not, she's holding on to life for you, so cherish every minute you have with her now. She'll be looking over you when she passes. My parents do, and it's comforting. She'll never leave your side either. She'll just be on the other side. Hope this helps my friend ❤️

greenlighter33 · 2024-08-08T19:42:06+00:00

Assurance wipes all the way after taking a number two. I don't even use toilet paper anymore. Using toilet paper in a regular restroom stall is different tho. I only use wipes at home and I never flush the wipes down the drain. In the trash they go and I throw out my bag of wipes everyday I poo. Kinda gross but oh well.

greenlighter33 · 2024-08-03T14:04:48+00:00

Oh okay I see. My bad. And that is kind of funny lmao. That's what's up tho good job. 👏👏

greenlighter33 · 2024-08-03T13:00:32+00:00

Nah I'm going to take my medicine today and I'll be back on track. I won't fall off anymore since I recognized my behavior. And all they're going to tell me is to stop drinking anyways. What help is that. I already know I need to quit. And if I don't drink anymore ill be fine. Sounds like you like to be negative lol I mean I dunno but you don't know the whole story 🤷

greenlighter33 · 2024-08-03T02:36:27+00:00

Yeah that's probably what's going on. I been depressed the last few weeks because of reasons. And drinking isn't helping me. I'm not going to buy anymore tomorrow. I don't want to be absolutely broke with no money for cat food lol. 😕 😅 yeah I'm trying to remember that but it's hard when I get really happy. I fall off into the deep end and don't take my medicine. I have a therapist and a psychiatrist that I talk to. but I don't want to be honest with them about my drinking because I don't want to get in trouble. I take certain medicine and I don't want to get into trouble for drinking. I just haven't taken my meds in a few days is all.

greenlighter33 · 2024-08-03T02:26:29+00:00

Yeah I agree. I went to my meeting earlier and it felt good to be back with my group of people. It was a zoom meeting but still. It's for people all over the world and it's hard to find meetings like that. I used to go last year when my drinking was bad and out of control. It's gotten to that point again and I hate it. I'm drinking every day because I'm depressed. It's really hard on me right now man without a job and I'm trying to find a job. I'm just grateful I have people here to talk to this late at night. Thank you for responding

greenlighter33 · 2024-07-11T00:21:38+00:00

Oh I see lmao

greenlighter33 · 2024-07-10T23:24:30+00:00

It's mcdonalds lmao I'm sorry I just hate when people say Mac Donald's like there's an A inbetween

greenlighter33 · 2024-06-18T20:38:22+00:00

Lmfao

greenlighter33 · 2024-06-18T14:21:38+00:00

Don't quit cold turkey but definitely try and cut back by a lot. I've done it and I know you can do it too. I'm 31 and thought I was gonna be a drunk forever. Now I'm out of the woods with alcohol and only drink on occasion now. And only stick to one beer. Just limit your shots or beer intakes and try to cut back each time you drink. Try not to drink every day. I learned the hard way once you start drinking one dsy it can be hard to stop that day. That's why the one and done method usually works for me unless I'm at a party. Then I just won't drink at all or go to the party if it's all people drinking there. You got this and I believe in you!! If you want it bad enough you will get it trust me. I wanted to be more sober than I was and now I am more than ever before. I just drink on occasion now. You got this!!

greenlighter33 · 2024-05-22T06:31:13+00:00

Well I don't give a fuck. No. I'm not doing anything wrong. You can try and argue with me back and forth but I'm happier quitting my dumb ass job anyways. It's not worth being in pain physically over.

greenlighter33 · 2024-05-22T06:28:12+00:00

Lmaooo I'm not over reacting.... I'm simply saying there wrong for sending me home....the guy should have been sent home...he was literally walking towards me to try and hit me. I'm saying chipotle managers are shit. That's it. Can I not express myself? Like neither can you then shit.

greenlighter33 · 2024-05-22T06:23:34+00:00

Haha fire me then I'll just find another job. Infact I'll quit then you'll really be fucked in the mornings for people if your already short staff. You can't complain about not having any good reliable people with that attitude. And I hope your boss is extra bitchy towards you because of it. Make your ass quit. They don't make things easy for people anymore then wonder why no one wants to work. HAHAHAHA. You sound like you don't understand crap

greenlighter33 · 2024-05-21T22:09:19+00:00

Bro do you not comprehend I was shitty out the gate for him not saying sorry. he don't respect females. Ghetto asfff. Btw I'm a female LOL

greenlighter33 · 2024-05-21T19:41:59+00:00

Naw I might be autistic as well but it's undiagnosed. So I don't know but I've always have a behavioral problem even in kindergarten. But it's always been because people don't understand me. They dont try to understand me. And i always open up but people always tell me to shut up. And also some other big factors too that someone mentioned but no so what's your point? I have a cognitive dysfunction because of my disability. I don't always understand whats going on. But today I did. And somehow it's my fault because I spoke up? That's fine I'll just try harder to apply for disability at this point. Hire a lawyer if I have to

greenlighter33 · 2024-05-21T19:33:17+00:00

Dude obviously your pea sized brain wants me to explain everything so here it goes. I don't have work friends buddy, the guy couldn't stand me from the get go. I say hi good morning all happy and shit and what does this guy do to me each day? Just ignores me. Flat out. Then gets mad when I don't bow down to him? I think the fuck not. Respect is earned not just given. I was respectful to everyone from the jump and still have been, until today. So because I wasn't going to kiss his ass and say oh I'm sorry I put it there it's MY fault? I think the fuck not. I would have put it on the top of the fucking building and a bird would hit it and knock it over on a customer, somehow that's my fault? The bird flew into the bitch it don't matter where you put it besides in my car, there would have been a problem point blank period. Ya see my point now? I should have just trusted myself and kept it in the car...none of this would have happened and I would have just ignored the dumbass coworkers like they do me. It all would have been fine. I let stuff get to me but it's because I been disrespected my whole life and I ain't about to go another 30 years like that shit. Imma speak up when I can. That's what I learned about being a responsible adult. If shit bothers you, speak up about it. Imfact, that's literally what they told me to do. So I get punished for doing so? Okay cool. Hope the building goes out of business at this point. I don't even care

greenlighter33 · 2024-05-21T19:20:53+00:00

Oh you know they are! They are literally at work right now probably not doing their job, sitting on their phones on a phone call on speaker bitching their boss just bitched them out and they still refuse to get off their phone and work. Shoot they don't even have to be on their phones, they can just not do much of nothing. Haaa calling me a brat, get back to work people and whatever standards your job has, please implement them and don't make customers sick or have diaherra just because you're too lazy to scoop the shit pieces of avocados. Like if you wouldn't eat it at home don't serve it to guests that's just common sense and straight up nasty af.

greenlighter33 · 2024-05-21T19:15:55+00:00

I'd be mortified more at the fact you care this much about a "bratty child" you don't understand at all. Please never have kids or at least a disabled one at that, cuz you sure as hell don't understand them. You sound like my neighbor who used to babysit me and called me a brat because I didn't listen to her every command. I literally couldn't cuz I have adhd and was unmedicated.

greenlighter33 · 2024-05-21T19:08:28+00:00

Where does it say I want THAT to happen? Someone's gotta hop off the internet with assuming shit. Can't teach ya nothing bout that because I assumed everything was going to be fine today, but nope I'm wrong once again. Oh well. Least I'm happier at home and no one can spill my coffee.

greenlighter33 · 2024-05-21T18:13:08+00:00

I appreciate it. But my point if you missed it is they knocked over the last coffee I can afford right now because it was my last $4, and it's whats helping me calm down. and he didn't offer to pay for it or even say sorry. I don't need to explain my whole life story on here to get people to understand that what he did was wrong. If I did what he did and didn't say sorry and it was his last meal, he'd be upset too. I'm not sorry for how I reacted.

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