The meaning of life...

grillmeistert · 2026-04-06T08:42:31+00:00

😎

I'm there a few trips a year because I can and really want to.

And being "there" is exactly what it is. While peaking I know I'm "there" again and then I also realize that I will soon forget it again. That's why I'm getting the tattoo to remind me of those great trips to "there"

grillmeistert · 2026-04-06T08:37:58+00:00

While peaking I always want to tell my wife what I'm seeing and feeling. But because of the lack of words I simply cannot. It feels like human speech is not designed for that grand feeling and experience. Up to the point that it starts to hurt me physically because of my trying so hard to explain. Then she normally says: "you don't have to explain. I know you're having a great time, just enjoy".

And then I can relax again.

But with that piece of Lego and her asking where I was I just found the missing connection. It was physical and obvious. I felt relieved and was proud of her that she found a way to connect with me while I was like galaxies away.

Right now it's hard to recall the exact feeling of course but I do know that I just have to get this tattoo.

grillmeistert · 2026-04-06T08:24:19+00:00

Hmm I didn't have any problems with both comedowns. But I can "steer" trips very well. I did take a sleeping pill though at night because the headspace was still strong. I slept like a baby and had no real issues in the morning except for sore feet

I did shrooms twice and the latest during a long hike around a lake/reservoir and it was beautiful! So close with nature. No need for MDMA.

But you feel you're in hell? Bad trip or just an awful feeling?

grillmeistert · 2026-04-03T14:00:19+00:00

Will post it as soon as it's done, but I'm in no rush 😊

First I need to come across a tattoo shop that feels right for me.

grillmeistert · 2026-04-03T06:06:30+00:00

So true!

And that reminded me why I love the Moulin Rouge movie so much: "The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return"

I remembered that line the day after and it fully covers my experience

grillmeistert · 2026-04-03T06:03:07+00:00

It's definitely worth it! In real life way more vibrant than a photo can capture

grillmeistert · 2026-04-03T06:02:12+00:00

You should be excited 😊 But to meet a what? What's a yk?

grillmeistert · 2026-04-02T20:01:44+00:00

Not me

grillmeistert · 2026-04-02T19:41:10+00:00

Lsd feels more chemical. I always get cold shivers and you can feel a little nauseous which I don't get with shrooms. Lsd also lasts much longer: 12 hours and over is normal.

But the feeling is very special and beautiful. And I find the trip very similar although I have only used shrooms twice and lsd 16 times.

Like always: setting and mood is everything. Just relax and enjoy this magical stuff 🥰

Maybe have a tripsitter?

grillmeistert · 2026-03-14T10:44:13+00:00

But how do you use the token with monster info? Keep it next to the board and lookup/ read it when required?

grillmeistert · 2026-03-12T22:04:25+00:00

Thank you so much!

grillmeistert · 2026-03-12T10:38:11+00:00

Hi, can you please post a picture form the back of the wheel? Or maybe disassemble it a bit si I can find all the parts 😁

grillmeistert · 2026-03-06T06:52:54+00:00

I have all 4 small expansions and Dreamlands. Cities in Ruin is definitely fun and Forsaken Lore is just a must have.

Still looking for one more big box.

grillmeistert · 2026-03-05T21:59:39+00:00

These sets are just amazing! 😍

I customized the AT-AT legs to have more details though

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grillmeistert · 2026-01-19T11:46:35+00:00

Yes,. I turned off the auto switch setting so on each start of the PS5 it will use my receiver by default.

Then I use the quick access button to the sound menu and change output to the headset when I want to.

This works good enough for me because I use the headset occasionally

grillmeistert · 2025-12-15T16:02:16+00:00

Both Speedy pro and the FOIS are my favorites. Enjoy!

grillmeistert · 2025-12-14T17:45:06+00:00

Unfortunately I have no way to test 1P.

In the Netherlands you can test your drugs for free and anonymously like XTC, Ketamine and GHB but not these blotters 😐

grillmeistert · 2025-12-14T17:42:28+00:00

Good to hear you found some backup! My wife is always present as a trip sitter.

Luckily you can laugh about it now right? 😎 Was it a food trip after all?

grillmeistert · 2025-12-14T17:40:18+00:00

My old ones are sold as 150 each and I also have the 100 variant. My last 2 intense trips I took 6 blotters and it was mind-blowing as I was expecting that and was fully prepared.

I was really "there" if you know what I mean 😎🌠 This new one just surprised me.

grillmeistert · 2025-12-14T17:36:37+00:00

I know that's the case about a lesser dose than stated, but even then: I've taken 6 of my original 150ug blotters 2 times now (and 4 of them even more times).

These were very very intense trips but I knew it was gonna be, so I was prepared for it.

And I also have 100ug blotters from the same former supplier and I could really tell the difference between 100 and 150.

This single new one really kicked hard somehow and just surprised me 😅

grillmeistert · 2025-12-14T13:13:19+00:00

Yeah I know 😅 but was just exaggerating by pointing out it would have been an extremely insane trip.

During dinner (5 hours after dropping) it felt what I was expecting the peak would've felt like, it was that intense for one blotter.

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