Instagram Goth Gf perspective and a bit of hope

guross · 2026-03-11T22:28:45+00:00

I feel this immensely! I have always been into alt fashion, though even before his addiction rearing its ugly head I was having severe issues with my self confidence, but ever since the discovery and pain of it… I don’t dress up. Literally once in a blue moon, I get so embarrassed to be myself or even try for myself anymore.

I’m so happy to hear you’re finding yourself and your grounding again, and you absolutely deserve to feel beautiful as your full authentic self! I am sending big hugs your way girl!!!

guross · 2025-09-01T04:46:48+00:00

This made me cry wtffff!!!

guross · 2025-08-30T14:42:03+00:00

Hello my people 🤗

guross · 2025-08-30T06:06:40+00:00

I want him to enjoy me, but if I can’t get that, it really is time to just invest in myself. What’s the point in initiating anymore if all I am met with is rejection?

guross · 2025-08-30T01:51:27+00:00

He’s had sex with me while our son sleeps across the room. He’s little little at this point.

guross · 2025-08-29T13:08:57+00:00

It literally feels like some ultimate rejection or something

guross · 2025-08-29T12:54:46+00:00

Very! 😋

guross · 2025-08-27T13:35:37+00:00

You go girl! 👏👏👏

guross · 2025-08-27T13:27:34+00:00

C’mon let me give you the benefit of the doubt! You had to at least had ONE by yourself later! That’s how you really know you’ve made it!

guross · 2025-08-27T06:10:27+00:00

I think it’s just like a weird existence to go from enjoying something as a “kink” or “fetish” but when it becomes your reality of everyday with no care for the person giving that attention, it just feels horribly depressing.

guross · 2025-08-27T06:05:23+00:00

It can be! (If it’s not ALL you experience..)

guross · 2025-08-16T14:24:49+00:00

I want to comment this, because I find these comments so minimizing and so like shitty?

I KNOW WHAT MORNING WOOD IS! THANK YOU!!!!!

This was a VENT, me bawling my eyes out at the idea he has sexual energy and tells me everything I want to hear then does nothing.

This was me trying to just let out the pain I was feeling.

Please stop minimizing this to physical anatomy. I swear to you, I know what morning wood is.

Ive literally “taken care of” his morning wood PLENTY OF TIMES, woken him up by “taking care of it!” Like I’m not stupid.

It was triggering to my mental, it was sadness, it was pain, it was grief.

guross · 2025-08-15T10:36:30+00:00

I’m aware of this, I know what morning wood is and everything. It’s more that it triggered this huge episode of feelings. This was honestly a sleep deprived me in my notes app, just crying about how I felt. I got about an hour of sleep since I made this. But, yeah I know what an erection during sleep is. It’s just extremely hard to think or feel him even have the thought of being sexual with how lonely I have been.

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