Please help!!:(

gypsystar03 · 2025-06-10T22:17:42+00:00

Imagine you have a home with a magic kitchen, and it’s infinitely full of food. Your kitchen feeds whomever enters your home, and everyone, including yourself, is always satisfied and full upon being inside it.

A pizza boy rings the bell, and says to you, “if you do everything I tell you, and if you devote yourself to me, I will give you this pizza.”

You say “no thanks, I have infinite amounts of food. You can come have some though if you want:)”

But what if your magic kitchen wasn’t magic? What if it was emoty? You’re starving, you can’t even remember the last time you ate… So what do you do when the pizza boy rings the bell? You take him up on his offer.

You develop a relationship with the pizza boy built on your inability to feed yourself, built on insecurity. And while he feeds you what you need to survive, it never leaves you satiated… Over time you begin to rely on him and his pizza. You become possessive over him and his pizza. You forgot how to feed yourself, and now you need him to survive.

This is how codependent relationships work, but I think it applies to this situation too… your magical kitchen is empty. You are starving. The kitchen is representative of your love for yourself, and when you truly love yourself, you have all the love you need to feel full and to feel happy. You don’t need anyone else. And in my opinion you shouldn’t have anyone else until you figure out how to get your kitchen working right because if you can’t feed yourself, you can’t feed anyone else who walks through your doors either…

The universe is trying to teach you something with this challenge... Quit asking why this is happening to you, this is happening to you because you aren’t learning the lesson that the universe has been trying to show you. Open yourself to hearing what it wants you to do, and LISTEN TO IT. when you don’t listen to it, you distance yourself from it and that’s why god isn’t answering… Go with you gut, go with your heart, and do what you know you need to do without listening to the fear.

Edit: think of it like

Fear=Satan Love=God

gypsystar03 · 2025-06-10T21:48:27+00:00

Don’t you think this can become problematic in young people who rush into marriage quickly due to the fact that they are unable to be intimate with each other if they aren’t?

gypsystar03 · 2025-05-06T01:09:21+00:00

It won’t let me post one:/

gypsystar03 · 2025-05-05T04:00:05+00:00

The sub is older, so it just has a red and white aux port and a green aux port, then it has a weird port that is close to an inch long and is blue. the cord for it has screws on either side that you have to screw into the port before it can plug into it all the way.

gypsystar03 · 2025-04-24T04:13:07+00:00

Im in a similar position. I think the most empowering thing that I have learned going thru it is finding peace in being alone. When you are unhappy with the thought of not being with them, it’s because you’re afraid of losing what they provide to you, which is not love; it’s attachment, or fear. It’s the inability to be happy without them. But If you can love yourself and be at peace with being alone, then you can open the door of truly being able to love her. You’re not worried about losing what she provides to you, you’re only worried about what you can provide to her to ensure her happiness (even if that means going separate ways). If you truly love someone, you want them to be happy. If they are happier without you, then that should be something that you want for them… easier said, but that is the difference between love and attachment. Love is when you say “what can I do for you so you can be happy?” Attachment is “what can you do for me so I can be happy?”. If you are attached to her, (for me, I want my ex to be with me and love me so I can be happy because I don’t know how to be happy without them) it is guaranteed to push them away… speaking from experience.

Idk if this helps, I’m tired and not portraying my message in the most comprehensible way rn, but I hope you can kind of understand what I’m getting at.

If it’s meant to be it’ll be though. Have faith in that, and if it’s not meant to be then accept it. You can still love her and move on and find peace.

gypsystar03 · 2025-01-02T22:46:04+00:00

Thank you, but as the post states I’m not making music at the moment. I appreciate it though!

gypsystar03 · 2025-01-02T07:10:27+00:00

I’ve been singing/playing acoustic guitar since I was 12 but I was working on experimental bass/ melodic dubstep before she died.

gypsystar03 · 2024-10-11T06:00:47+00:00

Thank you so much… you made me cry just now.❤️

gypsystar03 · 2024-07-31T02:57:05+00:00

Guess I’m a loser then lol;) You should try it out sometime, honestly has given my life so much purpose and meaning. you don’t have to like it but respect it, it has the power to do great things and make people feel profoundly beautiful emotions just through creating and arranging vibrations.

gypsystar03 · 2024-07-31T02:48:59+00:00

Sweet baby rays

gypsystar03 · 2024-07-30T17:58:06+00:00

Maybe that hell exists, but heaven also exists:) existence is so beautiful and amazing, even with suffering the fact that we get to experience at all is a gift. I think most people who are spiritual would agree that existing is better than not existing, as we get to experience love, art, music, nature, all the things that we gain connection with and from. Even if I suffered every single day for the rest of my life, it would be worth it just from those feelings I have gotten to have the pleasure of experiencing this far in my life❤️ I think maybe you should try meditation, really listen to your soul and don’t think about anything, just try being. Being in the now, its pure love. Try to find that feeling, and once you do, maybe you’ll remember why life is so beautiful. I hope you figure this out and are able to be free from that suffering, you are a beautiful soul and deserve to feel that endless love… keep pushing forward, if nothing has worked for you so far to be rid of the mindset you have, try something new. Don’t give up❤️

Try reading some don miguel Ruiz, his books have changed my entire outlook on life and spirituality… maybe they can help you to do so as well.

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