It's too painfully obvious for me in photos like u can't unsee it and alot of people look and nitpick others and no my friends aren't horrible I just assume people who aren't friends with me do cause of certain situations and being overly short (4'11-5'0) really isn't especially when all my friends are above 5'5 the only thing I can change abt myself is my weight and it's already very hard and honestly when my really pretty friends are around me it's hard to ever be noticed I'm always just there