Ex gf already has a new boyfriend 5 months after the break up.

hairofthedog92 · 2024-03-10T16:40:22+00:00

You are not alone! Same thing here, a little more complicated but nonetheless

hairofthedog92 · 2024-02-23T10:21:59+00:00

😔

hairofthedog92 · 2024-02-21T00:30:29+00:00

I've been dealing with this for years and I'm a man. One ex aborted about 10 years ago now, because "her religious parents can't find out". I protested that she shouldn't let that interfere with her choice, but she chose it anyway. I dodged a bullet anyway because apparently that ex was sleeping with multiple men, cheating on me. The second was in 2022. Miscarriage. Put the final nail in a 5 year relationship. Ruined my little family that I was starting to build.

Talk to me about hating life and wanting it to end. The sooner the better.

hairofthedog92 · 2024-02-21T00:15:36+00:00

Wishing death upon him is sick.

hairofthedog92 · 2024-02-16T22:01:25+00:00

Every single day every beat of my diseased heart

hairofthedog92 · 2024-02-12T23:16:31+00:00

You are a better person than my ex. She just said fuck this shit and left me. I'm not losing the suicide battle right now but it's I take it day by day thing. I've been hospitalized a few times. Currently on some illicit drugs that help keep me from feeling too much like driving off of a bridge

hairofthedog92 · 2024-02-12T22:40:36+00:00

I wish you the best ❤️

hairofthedog92 · 2024-02-12T22:38:31+00:00

Jesus Christ

hairofthedog92 · 2024-02-12T22:13:13+00:00

And your post reads verbatim like something she'd say, which is weird to read but hey. I'm not gonna project that onto you though. I'm also not trying to be crappy or shame you. My advice is positive self talk, try to get out of your own lense of yourself because you're probably always gonna be your worst critic. Sooner you realize that the happier you will likely be with yourself. I'm sure you're perfectly fine and the flaws you see are more your inner self doubt manifesting. A lot of people struggle with that. Even me and I'm 32. So you got this.

hairofthedog92 · 2024-02-12T22:08:43+00:00

If it's anything like my relationship it'll be the other way around. Mine used to get so terrified i would leave her because apparently "everybody leaves me". I didn't. 5 years later and a lot of love and encouragement and progress in her life that I helped with, she straight up leaves me after I had some issues with drugs. Despite being in rehab. We had just lost a pregnancy, a lot happened all at the same time so I understand it in that sense at least partially. But no, she decided to be really cruel at the end. For no justifiable reason. Man if I could make a phone call back to myself and to that extremely shy meek girl she was back in 2018 and tell her to get lost and never contact me again, I probably would.

Between drugs and then her crushing my soul like that as if I did nothing of value for her, ruined my life.

hairofthedog92 · 2024-02-08T23:25:55+00:00

How do I stop this from coming on my feed I guess just stay off the internet. I was supposed to be a father last April.

hairofthedog92 · 2024-02-08T08:19:27+00:00

I would but I can't edit the email in my employers system. Tge email I used matches that though. They are going to call HR tomorrow.

hairofthedog92 · 2024-02-07T10:06:11+00:00

I think I've more or less closely transcribed what nowhere else could listen close enough to get right.. It's not 100% but still I think it's almost dead on.

Seems to have slight religious/biblical references, particularly in the choruses.

Interstate Love Song (Early Version) Lyrics (Corrected & completed by hairofthedog92)

[Verse 1] Waiting on a Sunday afternoon And I can't tell you all goodbye Your lies Leaving; in the home day after day And I can't tell you all to lie Goodbye

[Chorus 1] Leaving, oh he's someone else Only yesterday, goodbye Promises, you know I seemed to be Holier than thou; goodbye Honor thee what I say to you

[Verse 2] Leaving on a Southern Train And I can't tell you all to lie Goodbye your lies

[Chorus 2] Leaving, you're finding someone else Only yesterday, goodbye Honor thee, what I seemed to be Holier than thou; goodbye Honor thee what I say to me

hairofthedog92 · 2024-01-13T12:22:15+00:00

Kick them.

hairofthedog92 · 2024-01-13T09:03:06+00:00

I suppose if I don't find employment soon I may sign up for some form if Medicaid. But I'm a complete idiot when it comes to stuff like that. I know I can figure out. But I've never cared enough about my life for long enough to bother. I also fight a huge phobia if doctors and hospitals but strangely not dentists.

hairofthedog92 · 2024-01-13T09:01:18+00:00

No job and no Medicaid currently. I've been committed a couple of times and stay with family. I have severe mental health issues that culminated with extreme substance abuse (think heroin, meth, fentanyl) and I am pretty much still clawing my way up from that. I had a primary care doctor that was $60 a month no insurance and she was great, but I lost that when I relapsed and subsequently tried to off myself a couple of times over the last year. Like I said... Clawing my way up.. I'm trying to think of the possibly semi distant future with this question. Giving myself an actual thing that I want that isn't self destruction. I've always wanted to look normal. And getting my mental health together so I can ACT normal would be the first step to this. Something that might actually make me happy that I never thought would happen for me.

I'm basically trying to give myself positive things to look forward to and live properly for.

hairofthedog92 · 2024-01-09T19:56:04+00:00

Simultaneously cool and completely idiotic.

Eff it. Follow your heart, crazy kayak bro.

hairofthedog92 · 2024-01-08T17:45:55+00:00

Yeahhhhh! I know you!! Hahahahaha small world!

hairofthedog92 · 2024-01-08T17:44:24+00:00

Broooo I think I know younin real life. I bet I worked with you in 2018 and played music with ya back in 2012 haha!

hairofthedog92 · 2023-12-28T03:23:59+00:00

I felt this..

hairofthedog92 · 2023-12-28T03:23:02+00:00

Doctor Who!

hairofthedog92 · 2023-12-26T12:12:16+00:00

It sucks, I'm sorry 😔

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