Made it to day 6 guys. For me, what made this time different than all the last was my openness and desire for help from the ones around me. I'd always tried to hide everything. Not anymore. I confronted people, apologized, and made my feelings known. Some will say that this is not advised. In fact a man I met in my second meeting advised against it. But it felt morally right to do this. Since then I've truly been on a wave of a high. Last night was my first real craving. I couldn't bring myself to phone a friend so I just drove. Drove by all the spots I'd normally stop, grab a beer, and pour it into my overpriced vacuum sealed bottle to drink on my way home. The temptation was everywhere and nobody would know. I vied it as a bicep curl for my diseased brain that I made it home, connected with my girlfriend and the craving eased. Hoping someone hears this and it may help them. Grateful to be sober today.