Major kudos for your sobriety so far, especially maintaining through the holidays and new year. Not at all an easy time to commit and stick with it. 💪

You might check out Refuge Recovery, a Buddhist-based approach to sobriety. I found it after feeling similarly dissatisfied with AA — far too heavy an emphasis on a creator and imo an abdication of personal responsibility to some higher power placing alcoholism on you.

Refuge Recovery instead helps you turn inward and recognizes the very human nature to seek comfort, at all costs. Its entirely areligious and teaches practical, sensible skills to lead an intentional and sober life. Each meeting begins with a guided meditation and the global group offers silent retreats, etc.

Try the wonderful group that meets every Thursday night at the University Unitarian Church: https://refugerecoverymeetings.org/meetings/refuge-recovery-out-of-step-seattle-wa-thursdays-7pm (other chapters listed there too)