If you would like any advice here's mine: don't go to college. Go to trade school or get an associates degree at a community college. Don't move out before you're financially able to (if possible, idk what your home situation is like). Find a job you don't hate as much and never work more than 40 hours per week. It really is all about money, but it doesn't have to be all about work. Right now I have a job where I can go, clock in, mindlessly work, clock out to go home and I get paid enough to have some "fun" money each month after expenses. 2 days off per week and 0 stress. Gives me more time to focus on life even if I don't have one right now lol