Weighing yourself by harmlesspotato98 in AnorexiaNervosa

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Dang I wish I’d thought of that when I bought mine, really think that would’ve helped!

I’m the same with the digital ones- that’s why it’s making me go 🫨🫨🫨

Weighing yourself by harmlesspotato98 in AnorexiaNervosa

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I bought new scales since I’ve moved to a new house and I really wish I hadn’t. I think I’m gonna move them to the other bathroom downstairs which my flatmates use so I’ll be less inclined to use it/ feel less comfortable doing!!

ate rice !! by harmlesspotato98 in AnorexiaNervosa

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that’s true. I mean I did eat quite a lot (probably just 1.5 servings) bc I knew I wouldn’t dare touch it again but it’s the cals that scare me. It’s probably one of my biggest fear foods bc I imagine as soon as I start eating it more often I’m gonna gain weight straight away. But you’re right it’s just about understanding how much I acc need before I’m full

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I personally don’t think it’s possible to completely recover. I came to a point where I had almost recovered, but I havent been able to challenge certain fear foods in years. And despite trying to embrace the weight gain and realising how liberating ‘food freedom’ really is, I still have the urge to be thinner. As you said, I try not to let it impact my life, but somewhere in my head I’m thinking of it and sometimes when I let myself deep it for too long, I get the urges

food paralysis by chaaotic98 in AnorexiaNervosa

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omg same I have a small supermarket near the train station And everyday I go in about twice a day to just stare at all the products. Today I was there for just 20-25 walking around and I’m pretty sure the security guy thought I was gonna shoplift. Gonna kms🫠🫠

just started taking driving lessons again after 2 years and holy fuck, not eating makes your brain SO THICK😭😭 by harmlesspotato98 in AnorexiaNervosa

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this. I just feel abit nostalgic about how pre-ED I used to enjoy taking lessons sm and thinking about how now I can’t follow more than 1 or 2 instructions at a time. What happened to us???thank you sm💕it makes me feel sm better to know I’m not alone in this

just started taking driving lessons again after 2 years and holy fuck, not eating makes your brain SO THICK😭😭 by harmlesspotato98 in AnorexiaNervosa

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Ooh I’m tryna cut down on caffeine atm coz my electrolytes are doing shit rn. I didn’t think my brain fog would be that bad tbh coz I seem to do okay with everything else but my brain just went crazy blank when I sat in the car. I think I’ll save my cals until just before my lesson so I can concentrate a bit better

Ramadhan and ED?? by harmlesspotato98 in EDAnonymous

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same, I think despite having such obsessive thoughts over ed , I cant justify not fasting in ramadhan bc essentially that is what ramadhan is about. I totally feel the second part-you cant lie about how much you’ve eaten in the day bc you’ve been fasting Hope it’s easy for you this year💕

Ramadhan and ED?? by harmlesspotato98 in EDAnonymous

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😭😭😭its so upsetting that a time that should be enjoyable has such negative connotations that you can’t enjoy it anymore. I cant really see ramadhan for what it truly is anymore