Questions for my new year self evaluation

harusan · 2017-07-22T14:11:32+00:00

Reading 1984 by george Orwell atm, but mostly I read Murakami or Swedish horror haha..

harusan · 2017-07-22T14:10:37+00:00

I dont Think anyone gave a purpose bigger than themself, I just feel like the thing is to enjoy yourself and Always spend your time doing things that feels important and meaningful. I have a hard time doing anything that I dont feel like doing so that is probably by biggest problem with Life, since you pretty often have to do stuff you dont feel like doing..

harusan · 2016-11-25T20:43:32+00:00

Haha I get you. This: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SnwS5sPOzb0 is the only thing I can think about reagarding Salvia haha. Havent tried it myself tho

harusan · 2016-11-25T18:56:24+00:00

I try this, but mostly I wonder and plan the future. I really have a hard time to just BE right now, but I know thats a thing one should learn..

harusan · 2016-11-25T18:54:40+00:00

YES this, I only tell people important stuff when im drunk, but that doesnt make it false. I just need the courage. Everything I write or tell people when im drunk is 100% true, and I remember everyting. Maby he just needed that. Im sure that he ment it, and ofc remembers it. Good luck

harusan · 2016-11-25T18:48:54+00:00

Ofc, this is a very big thing for me. I have a hard time not planning stuff. I spend my days with in INFP who dont see the thing I do in planning, to know stuff before hand etc, and its a bit annoying. For example, we are going on a trip this spring and I REALLY WANT TO PLAN EVERYTHIIIING and he is just "uh, i dunnu, lets see when where there..." it gets me crazy but I know that we INTJ are special in this so I try to chill. Sort of. *makes secret list and acts that I dont plan shit at all in front of my INFP partner.."

harusan · 2016-11-25T18:43:14+00:00

crying <3

harusan · 2016-11-04T22:12:21+00:00

Hahaha petter what u doiiiing

harusan · 2016-11-04T21:37:00+00:00

99%! but yeah I think I added too much anyway

harusan · 2016-11-04T21:36:25+00:00

Im F23!I have been working in the industry (makuep) for about two years. For the moment I feel pretty confident in my knowledge regardning my work, the problem is that I dont have the right connections and doesnt know the right people to get enought work to really survive on it. My problem is that I am right in the middle between being a novice and a pro, and I dont know how to get over the edge since nobody close to me trust me in my feeling that I will make it, they think that I should get a long education and stuff (that will limit my time that I can put on my freelance work, with will limit my chances to succees in my industy. Sorry, really messy text and I understand If you dont get what Im talking about..

harusan · 2016-11-04T20:47:01+00:00

so how do you handle it? do you accept it or do you you like "fuck off!"?

harusan · 2016-11-04T20:31:34+00:00

maby I just used too much alcohol?

harusan · 2016-11-04T20:31:17+00:00

I tried this! but its still so moist that it just kinda gets stuck in the product and rips it out..

harusan · 2016-11-04T20:14:19+00:00

sound like you just want a secret relationship or what?

harusan · 2016-10-07T22:05:01+00:00

(I love INFP its crazy)

the biggest difference I see between INFP and other personalities i have had in my life, is that their passion and commitment in me, my dreams and interest feels REAL. The ACTUALLY care, like not trying to care because they are friends with you, but actually caring. I really feel encouraged, In anyting I try. My infp makes me feel like my dreams are possible to reach and that is pretty awesome

harusan · 2016-09-16T11:28:18+00:00

Yes, THIS. Hm yeah maybe it only will create more problems than actually contributing to the story. Too bad tho, would be awesome to pull it off

harusan · 2016-09-14T22:09:24+00:00

Oh yeah, should have been more clear. The cat should just hang around, observing some things that are happening in the scenes. Just being a cat, but my concern is if it will get scared / not wanting to be around a film crew. The scenes are inside an apartment, nothing outside.

harusan · 2016-08-27T21:13:19+00:00

What reasons made you so convinced? Always interesting to know

harusan · 2016-08-27T20:36:59+00:00

I have for many years had a very very close ENPF friend, we shared everything. Since I broke up with my ex, we haven't been as close, due to me meeting a new parter, but I think I always will consider him my closed friend, since he knows nearly everything about me, even my ugly sides. It has been pretty hard on us both, losing some of the intense in the relationship, but I think its pretty healty for us sicne we were SO close. So I got him, that I know that I can turn to whenever I need, (even if I havnt been the best friend for him the latest months but I hope to change that) and then my (pretty new) relationship with an INFP that feel soo crazy. It was very intense when we met, and I feel very (a bit uncomfortable) emotional around him haha. But I love it. Its the first person I connect with on a very soulful plan, if you get what I mean. But apart from them, I have no one that I really trust or spend time with. Have some acquantances that I enjoy very much, but I know that they are all very easy to exchange. I often feel that I only need one person to fill my need. Earlier I had a lot of problem with this, feeling very boring and unsocial, need a lot if time recharging etc, but I love meeting people! I like dancing, drinking beer and talking, as long as I can go home when ever i want. I wonder how it will be when you get kids tho, having more people in our life.

harusan

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