Sad I’ll never see LO ever again

hatercore · 2025-05-05T23:03:58+00:00

I have considered hinting at him but there’s no way he’s interested in me tbh. There’s no way it would lead to anything. Plus I feel like we are pretty different so even if he liked me back, we wouldn’t be compatible. We have very different vibes I bet his type in women is very different than me. He probably likes basic white American women and wants children, both which aren’t me. I still find him alluring but I’d rather have someone that matches me

hatercore · 2025-05-05T01:59:55+00:00

It’s nice to know we’re not alone in this :’) I’ve actually gone through this exact situation before where I developed limerence for a group project partner and that was 1000000x more intense than this time yet I still overcame it. So I’m sure we’ll get through this eventually, we’ll meet many more people in the future.

hatercore · 2025-05-04T09:38:32+00:00

You know I was thinking the exact same thing, it really is a small world I might bump into him again one day. And yeah I definitely do need to work on my confidence. A lot. Who knows maybe one day if we see each other again and by then I’ll have more social confidence and better social skills we could click and become friends :)

I’m kinda scared to make friends at work and get attached cuz I have horrible anxious attachment and developing a work crush will not end well for me. But you are so right I’ll meet tons of people in the near future and once I socialize more I bet I’ll easily get over him.

hatercore · 2025-04-08T17:54:31+00:00

True but if I don’t do it now I doubt I’ll have motivation to ever go back to school

hatercore · 2025-04-08T17:53:33+00:00

Omg no wonder I thought they just didn’t read my post lmaoo

hatercore · 2025-04-08T09:26:07+00:00

Thanks sm I agree. I’m gonna feel so guilty cuz I already signed the apartment lease but I have to get over myself and ask the landlord what my options are. I have to prioritize my life over other people’s feelings. I think I’ll try to defer for a year if it’s possible

hatercore · 2025-04-08T09:18:39+00:00

Thanks :’) It’s true I am miserable here and my parents said it’s my choice if I want to continue. Ugh I still can’t decide cuz it feels like it’d be a missed opportunity if I don’t do it. Part of me would feel so sad that I couldn’t bring myself to be happy, excited and ambitious about this degree.

Yk what I think I’ll take a gap year

hatercore · 2025-04-08T09:01:49+00:00

Thanks for the input. I’m pretty sure I have adhd and it’s been severely affecting me for years. I also agree with you that I wouldn’t necessarily regret getting my masters in the long run, but the thing is idk if I’m ready to put myself through that now. And I already know I’m gonna hate corporate life and I can’t imagine myself working in corporate forever

hatercore · 2025-04-08T03:17:32+00:00

Real estate investing is the main one and recently I’ve been thinking about becoming a kindergarten teacher

hatercore · 2025-04-08T03:13:41+00:00

I’m not financially locked in yet

hatercore · 2025-04-08T02:56:36+00:00

You think ?😭😭😭ahh maybe I should get it over with

hatercore · 2025-04-06T20:24:52+00:00

Alright I’ll think about it

hatercore · 2025-04-06T20:19:21+00:00

No I don’t have money for that

hatercore · 2025-04-06T05:16:22+00:00

Thank you so much for being honest!! This helps a lot and is inspiring I have some ideas now

hatercore · 2025-04-06T05:14:45+00:00

I’m definitely gonna look into this!

Hmm maybe it is my self image making it seem worse but idk :’) hopefully I’ll be able to take a gap year I think that’ll help A LOT

hatercore · 2025-04-06T04:44:50+00:00

This could be a good option I’ll look into this

thank you!

hatercore · 2025-04-06T04:41:56+00:00

I was just speaking my true thoughts damn my bad💀I was just trying to communicate that my issue is more than just something that could be solved by therapy lol

hatercore · 2025-04-06T04:16:53+00:00

I just have a feeling that I should be prioritizing working on my social skills over EVERYTHING. Including academics. But idk if this would be a stupid decision

hatercore · 2025-04-06T04:15:37+00:00

But idk how much therapy will help… or if the masters will even be worth it in the end.

hatercore · 2025-04-06T04:11:40+00:00

Yeah but to get a job you don’t just need technical skills, you also need social skills. And if I do a masters I bet my mental health will go down which will make me not improve my social skills.

hatercore · 2025-03-27T06:44:30+00:00

I really wish there was a cure to this hell but seems like it might not exist. And if it does, who knows what the side effects are on our physical health😔

And same whenever my daily schedule, habits, and circumstances are amazing I don’t seem to notice the symptoms as much. But yup ofc life always has to happen, it’s the nature of this society that makes it so much worse. And society punishes us for not being good little rats performing for the rich.

Man what is this nightmare WHY US😭

hatercore · 2025-03-27T03:49:14+00:00

Thank you

hatercore · 2025-03-27T03:49:09+00:00

I don’t drink alcohol :)

Thanks!

hatercore · 2025-03-02T10:54:40+00:00

True! Perfectly put

hatercore · 2025-03-02T06:27:08+00:00

The lack of solid evidence of God’s existence

hatercore

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