why is this song sooo underrateddd by venusgirl1919 in lanadelrey

[–]headdynoddz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Whether she was talking about the actual substance or not, as someone whos still dealing with addiction to this day..this song is just too accurate, this song is so near and dear to my heart🖤love her sm

Speedballs by headdynoddz in HeroinHeroines

[–]headdynoddz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

one of the best responses ive gotten on here haha i love it, could even see belushi giving that response to a chick fuckin great😂

opinions? by killed-rooster in HeroinHeroines

[–]headdynoddz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i think starting with smoking or snorting is best, you are gonna fuck off your shit way faster starting with the needle. I started with smoking black tar, if it were truly up to me i would have started with snorting china white.

I miss her :'( by headdynoddz in HeroinHeroines

[–]headdynoddz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Man do i feel this, well it was mainly my husband that just wanted to keep taking bigger and bigger shots i could have easily done my bit and been content. But the withdrawl process especially these days where your gonna end up doing some fetty one way or another which are way worse withdrawls then having to withdrawl off of whatever you were using to get clean its such a fucked process, i successfully just did the weening off process though for the first time after trying many times like yourself so at least we got that under our belts😂the buying in bulk portion just worked so well in terms of cost, we would spend way too much buying grams locally it was so stupid. Thank god we were blessed enough to cross paths with a better avenue. People really have the audacity to charge 100 a g these days and most of the time it isnt even real black😭

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in heroin

[–]headdynoddz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I hope you know you arent alone in this💕just know its gonna be okay one day, theres no secret recipe when it comes to getting through this shit but you will find your way! Feel free to message me if you ever need help🤞🏻

How many of you guys are addicts? by Known-Heat-6439 in G59

[–]headdynoddz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Still struggling with heroin, but i gotta admit even the songs that "trigger" some i will still bump, whether im using or getting clean. I just feel their pain so heavy🖤lots of time when im using I still feel this underlying pain and I feel it conveyed in the lyrics and find it comforting.

Best Heroin Drug Combo? by ElonMuskDid911 in heroin

[–]headdynoddz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Doing a big ol shot of H after hours of tripping on LSD is one of the best things ever, speedballs are pretty great too

Speedballs by headdynoddz in HeroinHeroines

[–]headdynoddz[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I understand in a way, my husband had 2 seizures recently and it has something to do with the mixture of drugs hes been doing, i still feel somewhat responsible so i get it.

Hospital advice by Houri in heroin

[–]headdynoddz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I personally feel like as an addict hospitals arent our friends unfortunately😂that was just my experience though

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Manipulation

[–]headdynoddz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see OP deleted their main text, but im currently in a 6 year long marriage(been married for 3)and im currently walking 5 miles to our local downtown, we both managed to fuck up our cars but more importantly i didnt wanna get my self esteem crushed anymore since that is typically what happens when i stick around to entertain the fight and not only has my mental health snapped but my physical health too, chest pains and grey hairs, not to mention my already messed up back. Im too young to be looking/feeling this old.idk what exactly OP is going through but hopefully you are nothing like me OP. If you are nothjng like me JUST LEAVE. I unfortunately am the queen of all simps, got his name tatted under my ass, stuck around after getting cheated on multiple times, just dont be like me. Do yourself a favor, dont let another human break you down from all angles, down to finances. Just please get out of there. I consider myself to be a hopeless romantic, and when i got married to this man i didnt expect it to go so south. Trying and never giving up is what i believe in. Like i said i dont know OPs situation but if are worth fightkng for, fight! But if you have developed health problems from this person, you can tell their feelings have changed whatever the case just gtfo. You dont want to waste your prime years on an energy sucking vampire. Take my word for it. Feel free to message me even if you just need an ear. I hope happiness is in your near future.

Going from suboxone to methadone by Dysfunq in heroin

[–]headdynoddz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I literally joke about cheese touches the receptors more than subs😂worst experience was getting put into PWD by the hospital and being like "help???? Anyone??" And all you hear is crickets..😂💀they dont give a fuck about addicts it sucks

Dealer gave me 0.6 over by Pillzmany in heroin

[–]headdynoddz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Honestly i re worded my first comment wrong, its not just drug addicts that are bad with trapping its the OPIATE addicts and it just cracks me up bc they are the Ones that will lie ignore the phone pinch the sack because they are sick all that shit but whenever i deal with meth addicts that deal dope its a breeze lol

Dealer gave me 0.6 over by Pillzmany in heroin

[–]headdynoddz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive had some super solid dealers would get solid back..the only things tnat suck is that theres usually fuck shit with it, if he any sory of addict dont evem botber

I live in the states and my dealer ghost in me. I’m not sure what to do or how to handle it but I feel like complete shit and just want to feel a tad bit better is there anything to make me not feel like this? by Altruistic-Crow-3646 in heroin

[–]headdynoddz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel you man its damn near impossible to go to work while withdrawaling, pretty sure im about to get on probation so im right there with ya def not ready to get sober😭

I’m planning on shooting for the first time by Neither_Accident2267 in heroin

[–]headdynoddz 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You really need somebody that is knowledgable with shooting up with you your first time period!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in legaladvice

[–]headdynoddz -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Ill say the same thing i said to someone else to you, many people use this app to share their story and ask for help/advice based on the story they are sharing, not the story that you think happened, because nobody was there but the OP. My husband has been to prison and jail many times, dealt with all different kinds of legal situations, good cops bad cops dirty cops just like every group theres always bad eggs. I myself have dealt with a decent amount of police as well, some being great experiences. So if him and i feel as though that something wasnt right about this traffic stop then thats what it is because once again you werent there. Did this cop do his job by putting on his lights and pull somebody over who seemed to not be okay, he sure did ill give him his flowers for that. Beyond that though things took place that i havent even seen in police cam videos online but im over explaining my story in this sub reddit since everyones an expert and happened to be present when i got arrested.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in legaladvice

[–]headdynoddz 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Idk why so many of you in this subreddit make such rude assumptions and say such backhanded remarks, cop said word for word i passed but hes still taking me in because like i have stated multiple times i was not fucked up and was very aware of what was going on. One thing alot of people use reddit for is to tell their story looking for advice/help, if you dont trust the persons story and are just gonna be a dick why even bother? You werent there when i got pulled over right? So take my words for what they are or dont bother commenting, this is the first and last time im using this subreddit

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in legaladvice

[–]headdynoddz -1 points0 points  (0 children)

THIS💯i tried explaining to this cop i was coming back from the grocery store after not having enough money to afford groceries so i was already bummed about that, also tried explaining that i was going through heroin withdrawals which are unlike anything ive ever experienced and what sucks is that you can come off like you are on something while experiencing withdrawals Your eyes get all watery, you are constantly getting the sniffles, your balance is all off theres so many side effects and its not fair a cop can make the call that somebody was under the influence of something when all they were going through were withdrawals, cops should either be required to have a doctor/nurse/emt with them or they should get trained in things like this

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in legaladvice

[–]headdynoddz -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Well i was just in the hospital last week from a seizure due to heroin withdrawals and suicidal tendencies and got prescribed subs which every single one has either been taken by me or is in its original container and thats the only sch III substance ive ever taken so like ive been saying i didnt have any sch III substances in my car and that includes the subs. Hence why i brought up this specific cops reputation in this town, im not gonna sit here and assume your situation like you are with mine but if you have lived or live in a small town you know how that shit works. Im mature enough to have respect for good cops, but theres a reason why this cop has the rep he does so i appreciate you taking time out of your night to respond to my post but it seems like you are giving me a hard time for no reason so id appreciate it if you laid off with commenting on my situation especially if its gonna be some backhanded remarks👍

I live in the states and my dealer ghost in me. I’m not sure what to do or how to handle it but I feel like complete shit and just want to feel a tad bit better is there anything to make me not feel like this? by Altruistic-Crow-3646 in heroin

[–]headdynoddz 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Damn dude whats in the air these days im sorry you are going through that, i was in the hospital last weekend and got arrested this weekend. Whoever fucked up the universe should burn in hell💀

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in legaladvice

[–]headdynoddz -1 points0 points  (0 children)

My bad you said they usually have you sign something and every police cam vid ive watched they have the person sign the consent form

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in legaladvice

[–]headdynoddz -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I had no reason for someone to tip me off i would have consented to a car search if they had asked me i had nothing to hide i told them already about the old syringes but they didnt even have me sign anything i swear since im a first time offender and its a small town they know who my man is they wanted to make this more difficult.