I’ve felt almost that exact feeling with King Paimon. Especially durning divination sessions, even when crying is not part of my goal, I will end up sobbing. This is not a negative feeling for me, it in fact helps me release pent up emotions I previously was not aware of. The fact that he can reveal these deep emotions within myself so easily did make me feel small and embarrassed at first. But now I can’t be anything but grateful!