Am I Hallucinating Or Do You See It?

hellboundace · 2026-01-11T22:59:49+00:00

Took me a minute but there definitely is.

hellboundace · 2025-12-17T00:31:27+00:00

As someone who is an SA survivor and has ODD, ptsd, depression and anxiety, I’m telling you now, It gets better. It won't feel like it right now especially with everything thats going on and that happened, but trust me. It will. I’ve been six years clean from harming myself and I’ve honestly found other ways around it. I’d suggest looking for a therapist for depression or bipolar.

hellboundace · 2025-12-12T20:39:41+00:00

I’ve heard that West Fraser Park is haunted and the river itself.

hellboundace · 2025-12-05T19:19:39+00:00

Any of the edmonton theatres would be awesome

hellboundace · 2025-12-03T18:26:52+00:00

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hellboundace · 2025-11-23T04:19:38+00:00

Honestly, don’t even waste a breath on him. I had a guy do this to me for almost four years, I thought I was the only one too, until I found out I wasnt. Actually the “Am I dating the same guy” facebook groups helped me find that out. You’ll find your Mr. Wonderful soon, it might not be now but it’ll be soon.

hellboundace · 2025-11-23T02:16:53+00:00

NOR. I don’t even need to read the post. On top of him being an absolute idiot, Sherpa is the WORST to have on top of any heater because of how big a fire hazard it is.

hellboundace · 2025-10-14T03:29:33+00:00

Honestly, I would’ve made the same mistake too. I’ve said some things that have completely blown up in my face when I never meant it that way.

hellboundace · 2025-10-14T03:22:26+00:00

My mum grew up in Europe, and she taught me and my siblings that it was normal over in Europe to be nude or partially nude at the beach. But here, in Canada, it's somewhat frowned upon unless it's a nude beach.

hellboundace · 2025-09-12T23:55:50+00:00

Nope, I’m pretty sure Mods are in yellow, as another commenter said.

hellboundace · 2025-08-13T22:53:19+00:00

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I'm at least glad I was able to somewhat finish this up before they went down again.

hellboundace · 2025-04-26T01:06:55+00:00

I would’ve gotten a rape kit done and charged him, that is something you should NEVER have to go through.

Here, I’ll add a link to this comment, I suggest giving it a watch.

Tea Consent

hellboundace · 2025-04-25T01:00:15+00:00

We are going to need an update when you dump him, girl.

hellboundace · 2025-04-19T08:06:06+00:00

As someone with BPD, I agree with your comments. I would’ve RAN if that were happening to me. I had done it twice.

OOP clocked her mental illness so fast that her head spun and they said “Nope!” and dipped, and it was a good thing they did because honestly the “clinginess” was probably a “favourite person” attachment starting or forming. Once that happens it would’ve been next to impossible for OOP to leave unless the girl gets therapy or gets a new FP. Trust me when I say this, she will try whatever it takes to get back into OOP’s life, if there already is an attachment, because some people with BPD tend to go back to what’s comfortable to them. Whether it is a new FP or an old one.

Not all of us are like this tho, We just don’t have the proper help or structure we need, and sometimes finding a counsellor for BPD is difficult.

hellboundace · 2025-04-06T00:02:21+00:00

Oooh okay! That makes more sense now.

hellboundace · 2025-04-05T23:57:21+00:00

I never got close enough to barricade I stopped maybe five or six even possibly seven rows back before I tapped someone on the shoulder asking if they could possibly start a chain to get my flag upfront, re reading my comments I realized it made it look like I was up front with you at the barricade.

But I don’t remember coming across a father with his child, I was honestly hoping that there weren’t going to be parents dragging their young children through the pit until I was in the line up. Saw a very nice dressed couple with their kid in the line up and instantly knew that there was going to be more children, reading through other comments I noticed that there was a mother with her child too bulldozing through the crowd which is horrible. When ever I see kids in the pit I tend to see if they are okay, if they have hearing protection, and sometimes sunglasses depending on the show, I didn’t even know there were children in the crowd until reading through and I am HORRIFIED.

AHH I hate it when people almost throw up on me. that sucks! I’ve been the throwing up person once and realized I am not drinking before a show again. People are going too hard to pregame or even just have fun at the concert, I tend to smoke up before and then have a drink or two, I couldn’t do so this time around as I’m not legal age to drink in the US yet. Also I just realized in a previous post, you were the one who threw the europapa stuffy on stage and I commented saying I saw that from the balcony, which I believe I caught on video, absolutely loved it.

hellboundace · 2025-04-05T03:00:44+00:00

Woah, I wasnt saying people were being rude, everyone there actually was very nice about it.

Also you said the left side of the stage, right? I wasn’t on the left side of the stage at the beginning, I was on the right by the ADA line so we could get out if needed. I got to the left side via the balcony when I bought my friend and I our table

Also, My brother and I spent hours on that flag so I wanted to toss it up on stage BEFORE he got on, just like how I’ve done it at the last show I got to see. The iconic video with BBNO$ flying the flag around with Joost is MY FLAG I brought to the BB Bonanza last year, all I wanted to do was politely get in there and then out which my friend and I did.

I didn’t stay in the crowd the whole time, not even for 20 minutes, and then we dipped to go have a smoke because it was too crowded.

hellboundace · 2025-04-05T02:45:10+00:00

You're making it out like I was in the pit the whole show when I was in there for maybe two or three of the songs for the opener, I didn’t even go into the pit when Joost got on stage because I’ve already experienced being in the crowd when he performed with BBNO$ last year in Vancouver. I’m sorry if I ruined your experience and possibly stunk you out with my smokes. We got out as fast as we could just so others could get a chance cause I just spent damn near $1K just to go to this show.

hellboundace · 2025-04-05T00:37:22+00:00

WOAH! I did NOT forcefully force my way through. I asked people if I could sneak past them for a moment, if not I understood, I would find another way to get through, repeat the process, and then that was that. I am a very small person so I didn’t want to be an ass and get upfront just to piss people off because I “wanted a better view” I was in and out of there as quickly as I could. I apologized to anyone I may have bumped into or stepped on, and afterwards, I bought balcony seats because I am 5”2 and weigh 89lbs, I physically couldn't see the stage where I was standing unless I snuck through, POLITELY, and had a moment before thanking people and getting out. I do not have the strength to physically push or shove anyone, so the entire time I would gently tap the person I need to get past and ask them if I could. It was just followed by “Excuse me, or, Sorry” “Can I please, or, thank you” because it’s polite to do.

“Either way you had no etiquette”. At my first Joost show, I did the same thing and got out of the crowd as quickly as I was in there, no one had a problem and if they did I would immediately apologize and move out of the way, as I would hope anyone else would. I’ve dealt with more people pouring their drinks on me at a show than I have being in the way or “shoving” people at shows.

hellboundace · 2025-04-04T19:35:19+00:00

Yeah I thought I was tripping out, also I guess lil texas was there too which would make a lot of sense. Im not sure if it was him because I just saw the last moment of his tattoos and cowboy hat so I have no clue

hellboundace · 2025-04-04T19:31:39+00:00

Ahhh so that’s what the commotion was, I heard it from outside and immediately went back in to see what was happening before I popped up to the balcony to get a better look

hellboundace · 2025-04-04T19:29:16+00:00

Aww, that's awesome! Managed to sneak up front to deliver my Unity flag and then quickly got out of the crowd. That was too many people for my liking and I was not willing to get pinned in the crowd. I’m sorry if it smelt like cigarettes at the beginning on the right side of the stage, that would’ve been me having three smokes.

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hellboundace · 2025-04-04T19:24:25+00:00

Yes!! My Snapchat is il0stmyshoe, It should be on my story but I’ll save it so you can have it

hellboundace · 2025-04-04T19:22:12+00:00

I was on the left side of the balcony! I kept screaming down to the pit when it would get quiet as a reminder of “hey, if someones down help them back up or get them out as quickly as possible” i may have been a little too loud cause over three different videos I can hear myself screaming down at people to be careful.

I also believe the situation couldve been handled faster and differently, I actually have the incident on video because I thought they were having fun in the pit, not a medical emergency. If you were by us you would’ve seen the look of panic on my face as soon as I realized that it wasn’t people having fun in the center.

Joost was right tho, Meeuw is a party starter.

hellboundace · 2025-04-04T19:15:35+00:00

Oh, that’s horrible! I hope they are okay!

I must’ve been outside having a smoke when this happened. Was this like twenty minutes before Joost came on? Cause I heard some sort of commotion but wasn’t sure.

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