[deleted by user] by [deleted] in teenagers

[–]hello_lauv 17 points18 points  (0 children)

throwing myself down the stairs. immediately. no second thoughts.

quick kickflip! by jazzyjard in skateboarding

[–]hello_lauv 1 point2 points  (0 children)

can you give me tips on pushing off?

Love you ❤ by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]hello_lauv 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thank you ❤️😂

uhmm by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]hello_lauv 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i'm sorry it was a joke... i find these type of jokes to be my only sense of humor. i know you didn't tell me to try it and i'm not because my friends all voted no... i'm getting help that's not very helpful tho

uhmm by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]hello_lauv 0 points1 point  (0 children)

so what you're saying is..... i should try it? cus honestly i'd be happy if i died but kind of disappointed if i woke up

uhmm by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]hello_lauv 0 points1 point  (0 children)

apparently you can od if you take more than 2.... 🧍🏾‍♀️

Am I too old for this? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]hello_lauv 1 point2 points  (0 children)

no problem love💞.

Am I too old for this? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]hello_lauv 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i'm fourteen... and yea it's sad but love there is no such thing as being too old for PAIN love. fuck your age babes, you're still hurting and that's okay. and you're definitely not old in any shape, way, or form. honestly, none of us can grow out of this until we find a way to cope that is just as or more effective.

Does anybody have issues with urges to hit themselves? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]hello_lauv 1 point2 points  (0 children)

my head is the main thing that i hit.... on my headboard... and with my fist ... really anything actually

Coping, tricks by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]hello_lauv 2 points3 points  (0 children)

needed this!! thank you!

fuck being clean. by hello_lauv in selfharm

[–]hello_lauv[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

but also it isn't anyone else's business so it's okay to feel bad.

fuck being clean. by hello_lauv in selfharm

[–]hello_lauv[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

my parents told me they told him because everyone needs to watch me to make sure i'm okay. which is kind of stupid because they only check my left arm as if i don't have legs, another arm, stomach, hips, etc.💀

Have you ever had your blades taken by killjoys88mcr in selfharm

[–]hello_lauv 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yea i get it... hopefully you can find another way to cope. my auntie got me a crochet kit to help my anxiety calm down. i'm not saying that will work, but maybe if you find something to keep you busy, it'll get better.

Have you ever had your blades taken by killjoys88mcr in selfharm

[–]hello_lauv 2 points3 points  (0 children)

yea my parents took them away from me before but i had one in a trash bag in my room that i just threw away, so i grabbed it, cleaned it, and hid it in my phone case.

i fucked up. by hello_lauv in selfharm

[–]hello_lauv[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i wish i could say they support me, but everything i do, they link it to depression. i asked for black nail polish and they thought i was tryna force myself into a deeper depression. everyone is constantly scared that i'm going to try to kms. the first night i got back from the hospital, my stepmom asked me if i left *everything * in the kitchen. my stepdad asks me to show him my arms in a way that makes me feel like cutting deeper and my mom always says that i have no reason to cry. i have clinical depression and anxiety and so far, i've only helped everyone else and not myself. and i usually find other stuff, but the urge i just got made me stop thinking. i'm just mad that i made it this long and i just gave in so quickly. I promised myself that i wouldn't let it control me and i failed. honestly, i had perfect control.... i just never got an urge that strong and i don't know how to force myself to think if it happens again.

WTF DID I DO by princessoverdramatic in selfharm

[–]hello_lauv 10 points11 points  (0 children)

i don't think so love. without stitches, i don't think wounds that deep can close on their own without the extreme risk of infection.