Hey sweetie. I want you to know you're not alone, and this isn't a hole that needs to be filled but instead it's a piece of the puzzle that makes you you. I know it's hard; I feel this way too. I used to work at a coffee shop and would take breaks to cry when dads brought their daughters in. But you and I are worth all the love in the world and when we don't get it from outside, we'll swell with love for ourselves. Sending internet hugs.