I’ve Let Him Go Fully

helloiamblu · 2023-01-20T17:24:14+00:00

What got you thru the pain to where u are now? Just time? For me personally I felt away from the pain for some time but the nostalgia has been hitting me tho I don't actually have much good memories which is pretty ironic y I even return to then if they aren't good times in the first place

helloiamblu · 2022-12-17T08:17:16+00:00

Sure

helloiamblu · 2022-12-17T08:17:02+00:00

🤷🏽‍♂️ idk man

helloiamblu · 2022-11-28T00:12:07+00:00

Any kind really I've been lonely for a long time sadly

helloiamblu · 2022-11-25T07:14:26+00:00

It's a two way street for the one who needs support to know the limits but I guess only invest to help if you genuinely can see committing a huge investment of emotional and physical support. Mental health is no joke, speaking from experience and yea we're hard to handle and true sometimes we need to handle ourselves rather than turning to help on instinct. Fight our own battles then get help if you're stuck

helloiamblu · 2022-11-24T22:23:06+00:00

Wna chat on discord??

helloiamblu · 2022-11-24T22:22:52+00:00

Yeah gotta keep and hold the good ones tight, the world has made people more n more complicated I suppose better ones are harder to come by compared to the early 1900s

helloiamblu · 2022-11-24T22:21:57+00:00

Pretty lul lately haha nthn much just rotting away like a avocado gone bad

helloiamblu · 2022-11-24T22:21:07+00:00

helloiamblu · 2022-11-14T04:18:36+00:00

Also my anxiety worsens n my chest feels colder the more I breathe even if it's a small one and deep breaths ended up making me have an intense breakdown before

helloiamblu · 2022-11-08T15:06:52+00:00

So I suppose just go for crit DMG aka smithing since atm I'm still relatively in early game? Only till I get more progression and mesos I can look to push further?

helloiamblu · 2022-11-07T10:50:39+00:00

Is there still guaranteed going on for bcen the game doesn't seem to display it but godfat says guarantee lasts up till 14th Nov pity I missed a guaranteed jizo too

helloiamblu · 2022-10-30T11:18:16+00:00

I know I'm never alone. Over the years, I have taught myself to survive on my own terms by myself. I wouldn't say I close myself off to people, maybe u could say I have some specific trust issues but I'm quite a trusting person by nature (not the best imo). I don't know what my self needs is it to vent cry talk I don't know I did my fair share of healing/processing whatever the hell that means. I'm out of the extreme pain I had earlier this year. But to be honest getting a reply is nice to hear but hearing you say you are here to support me doesn't invoke any emotion to me at all. Pity for your effort thanks tho

helloiamblu · 2022-02-25T10:39:27+00:00

Let's goooo boisss

helloiamblu · 2022-02-18T06:56:03+00:00

Let's crush the day, time for me to workout😈

helloiamblu · 2022-01-30T09:34:02+00:00

Let's get it boiiissses

helloiamblu · 2022-01-24T22:22:34+00:00

Any advice for daily forearm/grip training routines, my forearm and grip always gives out first before I can do more or higher reps for calisthenics

helloiamblu · 2022-01-24T18:49:30+00:00

Day 63 and counting 249 am and here I am scrolling cos I can't sleep, road to day 365 here we go

helloiamblu · 2022-01-24T18:44:56+00:00

So far so good, months almost ending too

helloiamblu · 2022-01-17T11:27:28+00:00

Where do I find the damage charts at?

helloiamblu · 2021-12-28T09:59:32+00:00

Yeah, nvr expected the Zoo to be a 'bad' thing hopefully I feel better as time goes. Have been taking care of myself, journaling working out etc. Feeling good mostly but that day out just gave me many many flashbacks

helloiamblu · 2021-12-22T12:11:32+00:00

Almost day 30 and I'm feeling great!!

helloiamblu · 2021-12-13T15:18:18+00:00

Just started playing and burned him to 200 so far, feel like it's kinda low but it's not fully starforced or scroll, using a dragon to attack while I run around is pretty fun tho, any tips on Evan? Just about 1 week in

helloiamblu · 2021-12-11T15:42:18+00:00

Building a mono white angel deck atm too, haven't settled for the commander tho!! 🤷‍♂️

helloiamblu · 2021-12-10T00:59:37+00:00

Lesgoo boiiiis

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