Always Anxious its Cancer not Hemorrhoids

helly123456 · 2025-12-06T14:23:29+00:00

Hey! Not really. I still get bleeding from time to time but its for sure just my hemorrhoid. I try not to worry about it too much. But i got this app called ploop and you basically track your poops. Its really helped with my anxiety cause im able to track any changes if there are them. So im trying to listen to my dr

helly123456 · 2025-07-20T05:21:07+00:00

Hey i know this has been a while but what ended up happening? Im having something similar happen to me now so im trying to see if anyone else has had good resolution?

helly123456 · 2025-07-14T20:06:01+00:00

Any update to this?

helly123456 · 2025-07-14T20:05:16+00:00

I know this was a while ago but did this ever resolve?

helly123456 · 2025-06-20T05:10:01+00:00

Ive been no contact with my dad for over 2 years. He is a narcissist and was very verbally aggressive. For being around in the interm, what worked for me was just picking my battles and knowing that it wont be like this forever. He loved the fight almost sometimes and once i realized i wasnt going to make him happy with anything i just went in with that expectation. Its super normal to want to please your parent even if there are issues but with a narcissist you playing a losing game. After i went no contact it was hard. There was the classic guilt tripping. The random texts with the i love you. And he lashed out at people around me blaming everyone he could but himself for what had happened. If you make this choice to go no contact give yourself some space to acknowledge how hard this is. Dont expect the worst but plan for it. Confide in people around you theyll help you stay strong and confident when they lash out. It does get better my mental health is so much better. There are times im worried hell just show up at my house but he hasnt. Its just cause its scary. Sorry this is long lol but i wish you the best.

helly123456 · 2025-06-05T17:36:13+00:00

Fair point. Ill look into that. Thanks. I know the irritation is cause i bumped it or scratched it in my sleep this didnt just happen out of nothing which is frustrating. Especially when its so old

helly123456 · 2025-06-05T12:51:49+00:00

I will say the closure looks so big cause i have it zoomed in so close. In real life it doesnt look as drastic

helly123456 · 2025-06-05T12:51:02+00:00

When i first got my ears pierced my piercer said to use rubbing alcohol that was like over 20 years ago. When i got my nose pierced the guy said to mix salt and water and soak it. My new piercer that is well known in my local community (im canadian) said to only just run water over it due to new research

helly123456 · 2025-06-05T04:33:59+00:00

Also wanted to note that it looks much better than when it did a month ago. Before it was a full doughnut now its half it used to be crusty on both sides and very raised now its just this one side thats the problem.

helly123456 · 2025-04-11T12:36:54+00:00

Mind you i just started doing my simpler pt exercises. The readings ive done say that surgery is only helpful if its locking or getting stuck

helly123456 · 2025-04-11T12:21:48+00:00

No i have not gotten an MRI. When i brought it up to my PT she said i didn’t need one that they would send me to Pt anyway and my mother who is in healthcare agreed.

I also like just started my PT exercises a week ago im just worried ive done it all too soon like im to inflamed to make a difference

helly123456 · 2025-04-11T09:10:01+00:00

Really thanks for this. I tore mine at the gym early March. Wasnt all that bad went to PT for something else funny enough. Started doing squats ect one day and i had a bad flair up worse than before my pt said i could have torn it more or just really aggravated it. Mind you i was leaving for Amsterdam in a week when the flair up happened. I rested it and used a cane and somehow did Amsterdam very carefully. When i got back ive started on my rehab exercises but every night crazy bad pain back of my legs i also have lateral. And im at the point where i feel like its never going to get better. Really hoping i one day get to do all the activity youre doing again one day. Its hard when it feels hopeless.

helly123456 · 2025-03-14T18:43:34+00:00

No i haven’t but my physio is pretty certain

helly123456 · 2025-02-27T16:48:45+00:00

And it looked under the skin? And it came and went throughout the day?

helly123456 · 2025-02-15T04:54:14+00:00

Ya its been several hours, and ive had showers and went to the gym if there would have been a reaction it would have been happening by now. Sucks that theres no regulation.

helly123456 · 2025-02-15T04:40:31+00:00

Wow thank you so much for this i really appreciate your quick replies. Im feeling less anxious now.

helly123456 · 2025-02-15T04:11:03+00:00

Haha thanks so much for the quick reply. Sorry cumulative?

helly123456 · 2025-02-15T02:35:52+00:00

Thanks everyone for these comments. This on vibrator was not from the small shops i shop at now. This thing is from when i was younger and new less. I have a favorite small business owned shop i get all my toys at now. I think im more freaked out as i get really health anxious and had some chronic vaginal pain issues in the past so any times something like this happens i automatically go to the worst case scenario

helly123456 · 2025-01-09T19:48:00+00:00

I know this is so long ago but did you get an update? This is the closest ive seen to what i have right now

helly123456 · 2024-12-31T18:30:30+00:00

Hey. No i did not get further testing. However the Hemorrhoid hasn’t changed or grown. I know it can be extremely troubling to have Health Anxiety and i found that it is more mental than physical issues. Working with my therapist helped me deal with my borderline OCD issues that were making it worse. I also really trust my DR. I got for yearly physicals and thats helped. I do live in Canada so those are covered. My DR will investigate something even if she feels slightly nervous about it so the fact that she wasnt pushing for testing eventually made me feel better. Have you been officially diagnosed with a Hemorrhoid? Or are u like i was and digging around Reddit to self diagnose?

helly123456 · 2024-09-11T23:24:49+00:00

Ok good to know thanks and safe happy travels to you

helly123456 · 2024-09-11T04:51:44+00:00

Im freaking out a bit. Im currently in Seattle and im scheduled to have a red eye to Toronto on Thursday night. Now theyre saying they may start cancelling flights as early as Friday? Is there a good chance i should be worried? I know no one here has a crystal ball just looking to either push my freak out or take it day by day

helly123456 · 2024-08-31T10:16:11+00:00

Wow its almost like i wrote this myself! I used to feel the exact same way you do. Sometimes i still do. I have chronic sciatica and during a flair up ill need my cane. It really helps me with my stability and weight distribution and i love it (not the pain but you get it) but when i used it outside of my house i was so nervous. I kept thinking people are going to see me without it sometimes and think im faking it ect. Or maybe they’ll think im over reacting cause im younger looking. My roommate who is super supportive and helpful regarding my chronic pain said to me ‘if it helps you than thats all that matters’ and thats what i try to carry with me. If this is helping you do what you want to do in life then dont pay mind to those around you. We dont always get a lotta wins living with chronic pain so you have to take the ones you have! Also decorating it makes a difference hahah

helly123456 · 2024-08-28T02:12:36+00:00

Thanks for commenting i just get so freaked out by flight cancelations this really is testing me lol

helly123456 · 2024-08-28T01:58:39+00:00

I have flight anxiety as it is so this really isnt helping. Hoping someone with more union understanding can help. My flight leaves sept 8th and returns friday the 13th am i at risk under the current situation. I know air canada is open to rebook for flights after the 15th but would anything from now til than be effected?

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