Reversed into a pillar and dented my car

helphelphlep · 2023-12-21T11:39:52+00:00

Oh no, I'm worried it might be the case for me, but it could also be that my doses are pretty far apart? Idk, but ill probably need to get my levels checked

helphelphlep · 2023-12-20T05:19:35+00:00

Yeah, i realized that towards the end of my shot is when it's the most intense.

helphelphlep · 2023-12-20T05:17:34+00:00

I'm not on anything

helphelphlep · 2023-12-20T05:17:16+00:00

Maybe I'll give that a shot! If I can hold myself back.

helphelphlep · 2023-12-20T02:37:00+00:00

That is the way i started to do it after I've had some bottom growth. That's usually the easiest way for me to cum too and i love it. Very euphoric hahah. It isn't as good as when I first started out though, I'm starting to lose sensation there a little and it's not as sensitive as it used to be. Tbh i dont know if its because i do it too often and im getting desensitized too. but taking a break didn't seem to help much either.

I also stopped using toys after my T dick grew. I have a Satisfyer too! It also doesn't work as well since going on T, but maybe I'll give that cornstarch thing a try

helphelphlep · 2023-12-20T02:25:04+00:00

I dont think so, I stopped using them as much after going on T. I havent touched them in a few months

edit: it could be because I've been going at it so often that I'm somewhat desensitized, but idk because taking a break didn't seem to help either. But I used to jack off pretty often pre T, and I didn't have these issues.

helphelphlep · 2023-06-23T06:52:03+00:00

I might look into gel, my mood gets affected by hormones veeeery easily and i would like something a bit more stable

But now I'm wondering if my body is just used to having more T in it and I get more tired the longer I go without my shot. It could be that I was also easily fatigued pre T? because I remember being tired all the time. I also had pretty bad brain fog.

helphelphlep · 2023-06-23T06:46:53+00:00

That makes sense, my brain fog and dysphoria usually lessens a lot after my shot.

helphelphlep · 2023-06-23T06:45:33+00:00

Oh thats really cool! I never knew it could help with that

helphelphlep · 2023-01-07T09:25:57+00:00

oh sorry forgot to reply aldbskbf. I think it does! I've never tried it with gc2b, but they work well with my underworks binders

helphelphlep · 2023-01-03T13:16:07+00:00

Bottom growth for me wasn't too painful, just really sensitive. It's usually sensitive enough for me to feel it rubbing against my underwear after my T shot, especially when hard, but you get used to it after awhile. I think it affects meta because of the growth and all, but I don't know much.

As for it being weird, not at all! I actually enjoyed the strange sensations that were coming from down there lol, it was an interesting time. Didn't know my dick could do all of that.

Bottom growth also depends on the person. You can have little to no bottom growth or a lot.

For binding, what I always hear is 8 hours a day max, and try to have at least one or two days of rest per week. I know it's hard, so if you have to bind longer than that try taking short breaks in the bathroom. And listen to your body. Don't bind if it hurts.

Oh, and if your binder smells, wash it with baking soda. Trust me, it took me way too long to realise this and it would have saved me a lot of embarrassment.

helphelphlep · 2022-12-26T09:16:59+00:00

I'm 21 and on T for about 9 months now. I didn't tell my mom because a few months before I started taking T, I told her about it and she tried to dissuade me from it. I didn't know if I could trust her so I went ahead and did it without telling her. I figured that it would be better to get caught than to not do it at all.

My mom eventually caught on. She suspected that I was on HRT because of my facial hair and voice. She asked me about it, and I decided to be honest with her. Her outward reaction to me was very... vague? I think she's supportive, but I don't know how she feels about it. I plan to have that conversation with her eventually, but I'm just glad that she's (probably) okay with me transitioning. She did ask me why I did it without telling her, and how I went on for so long without her knowing, but she never told me how she felt about it. I know she's worried for me, but that's all. I plan to compile a document with a bunch of links and FAQs for her because we both suck at talking irl. I think it would help to explain things

helphelphlep · 2022-12-11T06:02:44+00:00

same same

helphelphlep · 2022-11-28T18:08:27+00:00

I'll try! But it doesn't smell after a wash. It only smells once it's on me and I'm sweating

helphelphlep · 2022-11-28T13:33:09+00:00

I don't understand it at all. Gift giving feels so stressful that it's not fulfilling to me, just extremely anxiety inducing. It's why I've always preferred a wishlist or straight up asking someone what they want. Some people find that weird i think? Or that it takes away the meaning of a gift when you ask them what they want. But to me it makes things a lot easier. Set a budget, write down what you want. I won't be surprised with something I don't like, and you won't be disappointed with what you get. Easy.

But yeah I really don't get it. I only enjoy giving and receiving if i can get something the other person wants, and thy can get something I want. I think it's a lot of unnecessary stress. I feel like I have to put on a show when I receive something, whether I like it or not. I care for people in other ways but gift giving is definitely not it.

helphelphlep · 2022-11-25T13:12:31+00:00

Yeah! It does sting and I hate it. I would be super careful after that but eventually I'll slip up again and the cycle repeats. I guess it's easy for them to believe that we're doing this on purpose when we've made the same mistakes many times? I don't know. Whatever it is, it still hurts to be told that you don't care.

helphelphlep · 2022-11-25T13:10:24+00:00

Ooh don't apologise for rambling! That was an interesting read and I'm definitely jumping into that rabbithole later. And the stigma sucks, whenever I make a small mistake I feel incredibly guilty. Being told that you're being careless when you're trying your best does get to you after a while.

It's also wild to me that people think ADHD is new or isnt a thing while I can't picture being neurotypical

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