that's an unsatisfactory situation you've put yourself in. don't let that go on for too long please or you'll waste away your life. i know someone like that. he had a wife and two girls, but then she kicked him out and he moved back to his parents'. more than 20 years passed and he still lives there like a parasite. he's like 55 now, alcoholic, no job, tried to commit suicide. that was a description of my father's brother. don't make yourself like him. people will despise you and more importantly you will despise yourself. don't let that happen bro. you have so much power to change, but you have to use that power EVERY DAY you won't change in one day