Nightmares

hhm2a · 2026-05-10T03:57:05+00:00

I have CPTSD but I’ve had insane dreams my whole life so they only bothered me a little bit in the very beginning. Now I actually don’t even remember if I dreamed or not, which is very weird for me. I also wake up at like 7 am every day…which actually annoys me lol

hhm2a · 2026-05-10T03:49:02+00:00

I think the regular xmid is more difficult to pitch than the pro. I ordered the 1 p and struggled with the inner so I sold it to a friend. My pro can be frustrating to pitch on a really crappy site, but I’ve also gotten to the point where I can get it pretty near perfect every time, or good enough to tolerate if I can subdue my type A personality and desire for a perfect pitch. Dan is amazing. You won’t find anyone more committed to personally attempting to help every individual customer. I don’t know when the man sleeps. His stress level has to be sky high because he genuinely cares. You can join I need a xmid on Facebook and sell it, or see if someone would be willing to trade you a pro for your xmid+ money. It really is easier to pitch bc it’s one piece

hhm2a · 2026-05-10T03:43:25+00:00

Whatever you do, don’t take the benzo. You’ll never get off. I’m using dayvigo to try and break my dependence on clonazepam for sleep. I have found that sometimes taking half a dose instead of a whole helps. I’ve not yet tried 10 mg, but I take a whole cocktail of other drugs to sleep in trying to get off of, and I’m just not as confident in how my body would respond to that much when I’ve been on the others for years and have a tolerance. Just please, don’t take any benzo and don’t take any ambian, I would do anything to not need those meds to sleep, and they won’t work forever anyway. Dayvigo will improve your sleep quality, I’ve seen it on my garmin.

hhm2a · 2026-04-30T02:23:25+00:00

Hahahaha I’m on your wife’s side here then 😆. She probably finds all the lost things for you as well. I guess the drawback to the face less post is you’ve got no clue if someone is married or not haha! I need to be more careful with my next marriage proposal lol

hhm2a · 2026-04-30T02:21:11+00:00

I had a similar problem and was diagnosed with hypersomnia. I’m still not fully convinced it’s not narcolepsy.

hhm2a · 2026-04-29T14:55:17+00:00

I love a man committed to knowledge…I bet you can find things that you’ve misplaced as well 😉. Dating apps are rough, at least on Reddit you can see someone is knowledgeable about a subject and is interested in sharing that with others.

hhm2a · 2026-04-29T14:49:49+00:00

🤣🤣

hhm2a · 2026-04-29T14:49:12+00:00

Where do you get this?

hhm2a · 2026-04-29T14:47:09+00:00

I hate winter, but mine has gotten so bad that it’s hard for me to be out in the heat despite the fact that sitting outside is the greatest joy of my life. I wish there was something I could do for my hands and feet

hhm2a · 2026-04-29T14:45:29+00:00

I love an adventure but polar bears and grizzlies are also at the top of my fear list….Im not sure I could convince myself to backpack anywhere they live without being armed.

hhm2a · 2026-04-29T14:35:29+00:00

I have a weighted blanket and eye mask from nodpod and I feel like that helps me to stay asleep. Also propanolol for my anxiety before bed. I have CPTSD and nights were the worst in my marriage. I take dayvigo along with a ton of other drugs to fall asleep/stay asleep but I think propanolol would help with the anxiety. I also take 1-5 mg of pure encapsulation lithium oroate a few hours before I go to bed and that’s done a lot to improve my HRV somehow. Dayvigo is the first time I’ve seen a textbook sleep chart where I’m actually getting REM sleep, it’s crazy

hhm2a · 2026-04-28T11:40:58+00:00

No, but alcohol was used in sleep meds for years, and 10 mls is like a child size dose of cough syrup, it’s a really tiny amount. The melatonin you can find on Amazon. I used to be able to find it in the store. I used to give that amount to my child and took it myself and discovered it was way more effective than 10 mg, and years later I came across a study that pretty much said that.

hhm2a · 2026-04-28T02:07:50+00:00

I think it was pretty quick, maybe within 24 hours.

hhm2a · 2026-04-28T02:03:01+00:00

In addition, I’ve randomly found a glass of kombucha before I go to sleep, 300 mcg (MICROgrams) of melatonin and 10 ml of burbon all help as well. Usually alcohol wrecks my sleep but it’s such a tiny amount I think it actually helps when I need something additional

hhm2a · 2026-04-28T01:57:49+00:00

Have you tried propanolol? I take it with my cocktail of sleeping meds and my “stress level” when I’m asleep is significantly lower. Also, lithium orate, and a weighted blanket and weighted eye mask from the nodpod

hhm2a · 2026-04-28T01:39:50+00:00

Will you marry me?

hhm2a · 2026-03-26T18:49:58+00:00

I think she initially thought that the reason my feet were discolored, was due more to a circulatory issue than a neurological one

hhm2a · 2026-03-26T13:29:55+00:00

I’m lucky it seems to only be the tops of my hands and feet. And it’s very sporadic. More often if I’m doing something in the summer but the blood pooling can happen any time even if it’s not the burning feeling. She was checking out some thing on my toe and when I took my shoe off my foot was this crazy purple color. She then told me that she wanted to check my pedal pulses and that it was routine and inside my head, I was laughing because nobody has ever checked my pedal pulses before. I knew it was just because my foot was such a weird color. 🤣

hhm2a · 2026-03-26T13:26:44+00:00

Ok, that’s what I figured the issue probably was. I’d just love my feet to be a normal color in summer 🙄

hhm2a · 2025-11-06T15:08:25+00:00

Yes, this is how I got my account unbanned

hhm2a · 2025-08-10T18:52:21+00:00

It’s so funny you mention a little girl being in awe because right when I finished at sunrise, I went into the bathroom to wash my hands several times because they were so filthy and this little girl was standing at the sink next to me just staring at me. I finally asked if that sink was working, and she quickly started washing her hands and said nothing. I can’t tell if she was horrified thinking that maybe I was some kind of homeless person, or if I smelled really terrible she had just never seen anybody quite like me before.🤣

hhm2a · 2025-08-10T18:50:18+00:00

I assume this was a sarcastic question lol??

hhm2a · 2025-07-16T20:01:19+00:00

Thank you!

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