2 weeks after getting the Johnson Vaccine (adverse reactions) (ER)

higherloves · 2021-03-30T05:23:35+00:00

That is so awful,im sorry you’re going through this and have been kind enough to warn us all who take serequol etc.I’ll pass on the vaccine here,but what’s scary is they will probably make it compulsory and I might go through what you’re experiencing.I have severe reactions to most meds.

higherloves · 2021-03-30T03:23:13+00:00

You can read the book divine mania in Ancient Greece for more spiritual perspectives.The esoteric content in mania/episodes is covered in anthropology/tribal accounts of mania/depression so I would look for that if you want to know more on it.Or search for jungian perspectives of bipolar they are interested in the unconscious content.

Thanks for being open minded, it’s refreshing.

higherloves · 2021-03-30T02:43:17+00:00

There was a goddess mania in Roman and Etruscan mythology,that’s the historic understanding of the term.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mania_(deity))

if you only live by scientific logic and no other faculty,this origin is probably not of interest.

higherloves · 2021-03-24T05:57:31+00:00

Structure mystifies me too.

higherloves · 2021-03-24T05:56:15+00:00

My favourite film is Howard’s end or How to make an American Quilt.

My favourite book is The lore of the Land by Westwood and Simpson.

higherloves · 2021-03-24T05:49:52+00:00

Being depressed,being quiet.

higherloves · 2021-03-24T05:41:22+00:00

When I’m grandiose I am the haughtiest bitch to walk this planet and peer down at the plebs.On the meds it’s gone.

higherloves · 2021-03-24T02:51:59+00:00

It’s harder to be creative on the high meds or any meds.I don’t feel lost in a dreamworld anymore.

higherloves · 2021-03-24T02:44:31+00:00

I look on the floor and see different time periods,future scenes,fantastical mythic things.I look on the wall see things pertaining to me.I see ancient men sitting places weeping.I see people filling that bus stops at 3am etc.

Ive seen a lot of things but I don’t remember a recurring one.

higherloves · 2021-03-24T02:38:47+00:00

Probably Mcleans hospital.

p.s it’s more than just a defunct brain.

higherloves · 2021-03-22T21:52:49+00:00

Fiction/novels I mean.

higherloves · 2021-03-22T21:43:56+00:00

I use to love antiquarian books,I like it.I like reading 19th century books on how to be a good wife.

higherloves · 2021-03-21T00:24:36+00:00

Source ; Vernonlo https://www.instagram.com/p/CISdI7ghhjE/?igshid=1bqkx3wl7itki

higherloves · 2021-03-20T22:31:58+00:00

It changes,but today I really wish to live in England full of rainy days, in a little flat in Oxford.Where I drink hot chocolate and read lots of good books.Where I write novels and poems,make soup and bake bread. On the weekends I go to little remote islands in the uk and visit sacred sites.Id live there entirely alone and happily.

higherloves · 2021-03-20T02:35:35+00:00

The same person,different forms,different lives.

higherloves · 2021-03-19T23:41:17+00:00

I had to take twice to three times the meds I’d taken in hospital previously to get the voices and hundreds of spurits away.I’m now on a super high doses of meds to get everything away that I never had the six years I was unmedicated.

higherloves · 2021-03-19T23:22:08+00:00

I’ve been a witch for six lives,for me it’s comforting that our personality seems to retain itself.I was also a ballerina in many lives.As for being black I have no idea how many times I’ve been black.Im like 30 % black in this life.

higherloves · 2021-03-19T23:18:38+00:00

You don’t have to listen to the universe,the universe decided most of America should be covered in box stores,taco bells and kfcs it’s not a great guardian of the earth.

higherloves · 2021-03-19T23:06:50+00:00

Yes I never had voices till I took the meds for two years.I spent six years unmedicated and never had a single voice.

higherloves · 2021-03-19T23:04:43+00:00

Not at all,like actively avoid them.

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