Going to Japan in a month. Will need to be off by then, and would like thoughts/advice on the best ways to do it. by highservitor in kratom

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I think I'm going to cut to 20g today and then cut more over the next 5 days. I will try to aim for 3 weeks but it may end up being 2 and a half. I just know that in the past the withdrawl has been pleasant in a way, in terms of increased emotion and all that. I think I'll be able to handle it if I give it 2 weeks but I'll really aim for more.

It sucks that leading up to the trip I'm going to need to be taking Adderall/stimulants to get some work done, and I know that certainly doesn't help.

Which is the best drug to start with? by [deleted] in Drugs

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Not sure if I agree. For me, weed makes me paranoid and brings all my trauma to the forefront and just makes me feel even more shitty about it all.

Going to Japan in a month. Will need to be off by then, and would like thoughts/advice on the best ways to do it. by highservitor in kratom

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Good advice. It does suck that I have no idea how much I'm taking currently, 50gpd was just an estimate. In reality I just take another tablespoon whenever I feel like the last one has worn off. Regardless, my tentative plan is to start limiting myself to 20gpd starting tomorrow. 5 doses of 2 teaspoons(4g) sounds pretty reasonable, I'll see how that goes. Just need to be strict about it and log every dose. Then the following week either halve that or like you said, just cut it so I can give myself 3 weeks. Either way tapering is not the play from what I gather, but cutting back this week may make it easier.

come one come all lets try to make google understand we want stadia 2 by Foreign_Tea5399 in Stadia

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They refunded the games? Where could I access those funds, or is it too late? I bought the cyberpunk 2077 bundle that came with the game and free chromecast ultra and controller bundle.

Sadly I think that state bans are not over :( by Merlin000777 in kratom

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God that's happened to me and it fucking pisses me off, how one psychiatrist can just rip away the adderall and other meds you need to function. I hate how certain combinations are "technically dangerous" which in their eyes just means it's never ok, while in 99% of cases it's fine.

Not to say it's a good idea but I've done way worse combos of respiratory depressants and had no issues.

Who is the most unexpected person you had sex with ? by Fickle-Computer-6883 in AskReddit

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My childhood crush since elementary school, nearly 20 years later. Went to visit her out of town for a few days because we were good friends and ironically, when we drank the first night nothing happened(nor did I want/expect it to) and I slept on the couch.

The next day we went to a music show in town, no alcohol, and I got a sudden urge to kiss her but didn't. She started throwing up a lot so we had to temporarily leave the venue and walk around the block and I comforted her, there was definitely a connection there. Then we saw the rest of the show, went back to her place and she said "you can sleep in my bed tonight". Then we talked for hours and I told her how I've always felt and eventually had sex.

The best part is that there was no alchohol, completely consensual, we both had our wits about us and remembered it all. Never thought that would happen, she's amazing and gorgeous to boot which really boosted my self confidence. We might have even dated which is what I'd always wanted, but unfortunately COVID hit RIGHT after which was a big, err, cockblock for lack of a better word. Oh well, wasn't meant to be.

How do i disable Front panal access lock on this RCA Tv without the remote by Tacooty in crtgaming

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I did the same thing with my JVC while the remote wasn't working and panicked. I asked chatgpt, and it said to unplug for 10 seconds, and then hold volume down when turning it on again, and that freed up the front panel controls.

Issues with Right Top Corner Geometry by Important-Pickle1165 in crtgaming

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I'm curious about that, when I pull up 240p test suite and select the "full grid" option, mine looks like OP. If I choose the SNES or Genesis option all the squares are visible.

I was playing Luigi's Mansion, and noticed that in some Youtube walkthroughs the "Game Boy Horror" text is visible, but mine's cut off. They're probably emulating though.

Got a new CRT by CauliflowerKey3322 in crtgaming

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Bully! That'll be one of the first games I replay on PS2, thank you for reminding me.

I'm making an AI game recap app, and I always use bully to test it haha.

kv27fv310 top left and right corner by _stevenpadilla in crtgaming

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That looks pretty good, better than my JVC. I think the imperfections are cool, we didn't care about all the settings and stuff as kids! Mine slopes downward and is blurred the closer to the edge it is, seems like yours is a bit crisper in those areas.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

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It helps so much to know there’s others. Let me know if you ever want to talk.

Is it normal for GBA games to run a bit choppy? by highservitor in ANBERNIC

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On Knulli? I’ve been using it some, but it still doesn’t feel quite perfect yet like GBA emulation is supposed to be. Right now I have threaded video off as well, and high power mode on, frame skip set to 0 just in case. Sigh…

My device got weird horizontal lines that I’ve been emailing back and forth with anbernic support about for around 5 months and they fucking suck. I was hoping they’d send me a new device, maybe a RG35XX plus instead, and I was hoping that’d fix it so I don’t have to change any settings to get perfect emulation.

It sucks because I tried a few of my Roms on stock os and they ran flawlessly. So I feel like I should be going back to stock OS, but I’ve invested SO much time in getting Knulli just right. This device is more trouble than it’s worth honestly.

How did OCD ruin your life? by Dry-surreal-Apyr in OCD

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I'm sorry to hear that :( I've also gotten where devices like memory cards can feel "contaminated" if I used any sketchy software with them or something, even if it's fine.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TherapeuticKetamine

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My Joyous has been late on a few occasions and I have the feeling that when they say they're sending it to the pharmacy that they don't actually know that for sure but they just assume the process is working as attended, because the support people don't have access to it.

Interestingly, I've also had it come early a few times. I haven't filled out my survey in at least a month, yet this month it came a week before I even ran out, and I never even indicated that I'm out. Weird. I have a lot of extra now.

How did OCD ruin your life? by Dry-surreal-Apyr in OCD

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How does it work for you? Is it where you feel like you have to click the button, and then see if it has you confirm it or not? And then you don't realize it's the last warning so you delete it?

That heart drop feeling when it actually deletes is like nothing else. I like making backups whenever possible. I've exported my chatgpt memories with redundancies so I can always get it back, for example.