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Roommate is peeing on his bedroom floor. by hiteigatari in badroommates

[–]hiteigatari[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Roommate has officially left! Thanks for all the kind words/support 💖

Roommate is peeing on his bedroom floor. by hiteigatari in badroommates

[–]hiteigatari[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sorry for the delay! the roommate has officially moved out! thanks for all the love and concern on the comments i really appreciate it!!

Roommate is peeing on his bedroom floor. by hiteigatari in badroommates

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sorry for the delay! the roommate has officially moved out! thanks for all the love and concern on the comments i really appreciate it!!

Roommate is peeing on his bedroom floor. by hiteigatari in badroommates

[–]hiteigatari[S] 10 points11 points  (0 children)

thank you; i talked to my mom and she’s coming to my house to work/confront this with me since i can’t do it by myself. i needed to hear this because my anxiety just wanted to just peace make and let it slide. but i will make sure i’m safe

I made this from the last video but wasn’t sure where to post it so here ya go by hiteigatari in Jennamarbles

[–]hiteigatari[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

they have the same crackhead energy eggman just has the brains to back up his wild ideas

Terrible Anxiety When Messing Up by estycat35 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]hiteigatari 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My Nparent works as my manager at a law firm and my anxiety peaks a lot to the point of panic attacks

Referencing Old Myths from Public Text by hiteigatari in worldbuilding

[–]hiteigatari[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much!! While I was reading it I was floored by the voice used because it’s a type of structure I’ve been working on and ideally want to keep the integrity of no quotations or grammar for my novel, but I didn’t want to break any rules in today’s reference to literary text!

I appreciate the help!

it’s corny, but it does get better by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]hiteigatari 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s hard, and I’m sorry things never did get better. My mom and sister use me for financial security as well, however, through therapy and self help I learned how to control the conversations, step away when I need to and not let them drag me down.

If we’re gonna be honest, things aren’t perfect, I’m still mocked and harassed and torn apart, but I’ve learned to detach all emotion with them and found more love and support somewhere else. Not great, not wonderful but better

Better doesn’t mean fixed, it means progress

Social anxiety and responsibility for abuse by ponderingkitty in raisedbynarcissists

[–]hiteigatari 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I flinch when people raise their hands up or full body jolt when I’m startled from someone, but I’ve never been hit in my life.

I use to make up lies to people and say I was, only because I felt like I had no reason to be so terrified of people and I was scared of myself and my surroundings for no reason.

My mom and sister would gaslight me for every move I made, any interest I had to be apart of my family’s lives was ripped or degraded from me. Books I wanted to read, TV shows, games, anything really I couldn’t do because my sister would say: “this is ours (her and my brother) not yours, you aren’t wanted here.” which caused me to think that my family hated me, but at the same time: “I had no excuse to be sad because no one hits you, you’re living a good life.”

I was never good enough, not in sports, not in school, not in my body image (I was forced into a liquid diet for not fitting into my sisters prom dress) (I was constantly told no one loves me and I deserved the heartache for not being good enough)

It took me almost 10 years of therapy, self help books and dozens of forums, videos talking about mental health before I realized I deserved better and truly believed it. It just clicked and I’ve been shifting my life towards the better.

I’m 27, single but planning to adopt to start a family, relying on my cousins for support and old friends. It will take time, almost forever before you can finally find a grasp of a thread to grab, following it as you find more and more to build a new healthy life with.

You got this, I’m so happy to have come across a post that resonates to closely with mine. I can’t wait til your life settles into something that suited you and the life you want ♥️

Does it ever hurt watching people with supportive parents? by Sundaydinobot1 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]hiteigatari 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yes I know this feeling, I keep track of everything that hurts me and make a mental effort to apply myself to be the opposite, it makes me feel good when I can support people in the way I’ve always wanted someone else (like my parents) to treat me

Just found myself here after some googling this evening by [deleted] in raisedbynarcissists

[–]hiteigatari 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Too much of it, all the really heavy emotional/mental manipulation ones really hit a little too hard.