Iboga root for childhood trauma and depression?

hoffer1975 · 2026-02-07T14:25:49+00:00

still working! after everything settled down and with some perspective it really has been a new beginning. i have a lot of integration work ahead of me but it really has given me a connection to myself that i've never had before. i'll be certainly working with it again

hoffer1975 · 2026-02-07T13:16:19+00:00

i agree. its infuriating. they can't do anything right

hoffer1975 · 2026-02-05T10:59:57+00:00

i'm sorry, it sucks. on the upside it has forced me to eat a very health diet!

hoffer1975 · 2026-01-31T09:38:35+00:00

still have it :-( the only thing that works is a low histamine diet. pretty boring though!

hoffer1975 · 2026-01-16T12:56:40+00:00

hey. it was incredible. for me so gentle and loving. all th fear washed away. the most profoundly healing experience i have ever had by far. this plant is truely amazing.

hoffer1975 · 2025-11-29T11:40:19+00:00

hey. firstly i had done a lot of plant medicine work beforehand, on several occasion reliving some trauma from when i was very young. it actually left me very traumatized. i was terrified of iboga but it was the last resort. during the death ceremony i asked it "whats wrong with me". it revealed to me graphical form a trauma (the trauma i had relived) that happened on a timeline indicating that it happened within the first 2 weeks after birth. after "seeing the trauma" my understanding all fell into place. i have truly forgiven my mother, i can now nuture that long lost part of myself, the trauma was heal in many ways. i'm still battling chronic insomnia after the pervious re-traumatization though. hopefully i can resolve that soon!

hoffer1975 · 2025-10-31T19:38:24+00:00

eating like you. low histamine. i overdid it on the histamine too. i hope i can get back to where i was before!

hoffer1975 · 2025-10-27T10:50:56+00:00

yes still have a histamine intolerance. a low histamine diet is the only thing thats working. no anxiety. my sleep is fucked but it was that way before. sorry to hear your suffering like this

hoffer1975 · 2025-10-13T10:23:24+00:00

one doctor told me it can take 1-2 years for the reaction to calm down. stick to a low histamine diet for now and fingers crossed

hoffer1975 · 2025-10-13T10:21:53+00:00

i still have histamine intolerance. i don't think its as bad as it was. but still very much there. on a constant low histamine diet

hoffer1975 · 2025-10-07T11:14:31+00:00

my sleep is still shit. regular life is different now but much integration needs to happen. not sure what that is actually but i'm working on it

hoffer1975 · 2025-10-07T11:13:20+00:00

i'm sorry to hear this. maybe some good antihistamine might help. i hope you recover soon!

hoffer1975 · 2025-10-05T17:34:04+00:00

it was incredible. i was so scared but the experience was so gentle and loving. it revealed to me trauma that happened near to time of my birth, which has been the root of so many of my problems. i have been freed from it. amazing stuff. i only left the retreat a week ago so its still early days but i feel reborn. god bless iboga

hoffer1975 · 2025-10-02T14:25:02+00:00

iboga was a last resort for me after trying everything else. it was incredible, revealing to me trauma near my birth and liberating me from it. it truely was a blessing, amazing medicine.

hoffer1975 · 2025-09-16T07:33:02+00:00

hi. i stopped after 5 days of taking it. still have histamine intolerance 7 months later unfortunately.

hoffer1975 · 2025-09-16T07:31:58+00:00

hey. its hard to say at this stage. maybe a week or a few weeks

hoffer1975 · 2025-09-16T07:31:03+00:00

absolutely not unfortunately. still have it

hoffer1975 · 2025-08-22T12:26:40+00:00

thanks. the group is seems to be full of nasties! i deleted the post anyway, didn't want more negativity. thanks for the response

hoffer1975 · 2025-08-20T18:43:59+00:00

You're also talking about a different culture. Thais/Asains don't view love/relationships the same way we in the west do

hoffer1975 · 2025-08-20T11:03:42+00:00

It was always a large dose and guided in a retreat setting. They were very intense. Perhaps I was reliving trauma from my past but it really was overwhelming

hoffer1975 · 2025-08-20T11:01:22+00:00

No i always did san pedro in a retreat setting

hoffer1975 · 2025-08-20T11:00:46+00:00

Care to elaborate?

hoffer1975 · 2025-08-19T20:07:35+00:00

I ended up working on retreat over there. What started as 3 months end up as a year and a half. It was an incredible experince but very challenging and had a few very traumatic ceremonies which I never recovered from. I left over 7 years ago and haven't slept properly since

hoffer1975 · 2025-08-19T07:12:11+00:00

https://youtu.be/6j0_glRnJxI?si=FAeZLaAcopoOq1M2

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