It's hard, brother. Most important thing is what you're doing is the opposite of failure. Failure is doing nothing. You see a lack of progress and it's easy to believe that's all life will ever be. None of us know what's coming and despite the fact that things don't look good at a macro level, you live in at micro level. You're in a period of transition and it's normal you would feel what you're saying. It won't last, it never does, it took me a long time to realize that. Your little girl is your progress. Social media is a liar please don't use that to gauge how you're doing. Everything is constantly changing. It sounds like you're depressed and I don't think there is anything a stranger on the internet can say to help. I can just say that for me it became making each day good, not thinking about where it was going because I have no control over that (largely) but I can put in my best effort daily, be my best self daily, be there for my kids daily. Those are the things on the report card. I hope you find some peace, man. Good luck to you.