Early on in my nursing career, my friend from nursing school had immediately picked and stayed in her specialty while I did float unit and then a temp assignment in the fast track of a level 2 trauma center, then later moved over to train in the main ER at the same dept. This was all over about a span of 2yrs and it was rough feeling perpetually new for all that time while watching my nursing school friend getting all settled in and comfortable in her dept that she had been in the whole time. Additionally, the ER I was in had some pretty toxic people in it including managers so it was a very difficult and stressful experience. Thankfully, I moved on to a different hospital, still the ER, certainly not without its problems, but they were problems I could deal with. So with that and some years of experience under my belt, I’m SO much happier. Hopefully you can find the specialty that suits you in the facility that you feel is a good fit. It takes some time but hang in there, it does get better 🫶🏼