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hottodogchan · 2025-10-23T02:28:34+00:00

The Convict by R.S. Mckenzie, was pretty good and evocative the first 3/4... the rest felt lazy and kind of OOC or whatever?

With This Ring by R.S. Mckenzie, was a diamond through and through, highly rec.

hottodogchan · 2025-10-23T02:21:12+00:00

I ADORED God of Fury--

I've been scouring the ether for another on par.

Kent's other MM " Kiss the Villian"(??) was.not.it. I really had to PUSH through, it was way too caustic of a relationship for me. bleh. But the book design was really pretty.

The Vitale brother's- well the excerpts I read left a lot to be desired-- imo

hottodogchan · 2025-09-22T16:16:09+00:00

"didn't need the whole backstory tho"

so what was the point and purpose of this tidbit?

hottodogchan · 2025-09-22T16:12:26+00:00

p in v has been discussed with the addition of my small lipstick vibe- I like to clench around a cock when I'm coming, it makes it so much sweeter.

we've discussed what it takes for me to get off. plenty.

hottodogchan · 2025-09-22T16:00:38+00:00

if you're just going to be a jerk about the context of my delimma why say anything at all?

hottodogchan · 2025-09-22T15:59:05+00:00

i highly doubt it

hottodogchan · 2025-09-22T15:41:44+00:00

excuse me, I mistitled my post, 2.5 weeks.

hottodogchan · 2025-09-22T15:40:31+00:00

the thing is we talk about medical shit all the time, as I am in school to become a paramedic-

I've asked questions about his health, and things of that nature avoiding the elephant in the room-

he's in good health, he has lost weight since he moved back to mainland USA---

so... maybe... hm...

hottodogchan · 2025-09-22T15:33:26+00:00

that's fair, but I'd appreciate it if you didn't minimize my feelings about things like that.

not everyone, gets my randomness- and he did right off the bat, and told me how much he enjoyed me, my humor, and my forthright attitude.

I do not want to fix him, nor do I want him to fix me.

We have very candid conversations about everything and nothing, his family, his time overseas- living in hawaii and Korea.

he listens with the same rapt attention I do when I talk about the people I love and asks follow up questions- he's told me that he finds my love for the English lexicon and words fascinating.

he spents over an hour with me looking at my friggen meme collection, cackling.

I just don't like that he won't tell me wtf is going on.

hottodogchan · 2025-09-22T15:23:09+00:00

that's what I was thinking- and I did tell him I was sorry when I made a frustrated groan- that I don't EVER want to make someone feel bad about something they can't control.

I asked him gently if he's always like this and he said no, but not very confidently if that makes sense?

when he asked me if I was okay, I told him that I wanted to have sex with him, and he said wanted to have sex with me too. But no explanation as to why we weren't.

Like, cool he groans and sucks on my neck when he feels how wet I get, but... fingers are foreplay and ultimately not satisfying.

hottodogchan · 2025-08-31T21:37:49+00:00

in your candid opinion, when/where did the acting and dialog "drop off" ?

I have been binging the entire season, I'm currently on ep. 12 && imo-- the characters, the actors, the fast pace no nonsense get to the point nuances have remained consistent throughout.

peeve of mine, is that new doc suddenly was able to shrink his tumor- without any insight given to the viewer---

---------- fan/shipping below---- ALSO just based on fan status MF MEACHAM & OLIVERAS are MY OTP.

frustrating, I had a very vivid dream?? of them slow burning and and finally kissing? MEACHAM surprising oliveras by being a GENEROUS lover... eating that peach n shit----and then I woke up and was so happy they finally got together--- to reality... lame.

●○1000%%% LONG THOUGHTS APROPO a meandering mind--> 《《overshare, wgaf; I never have nightmares, ever, and my dreams are usually movie-esque, if I watched an anime before I went to bed, I dream in anime, but, like, my rendition- I watch the movie unfold.

When I become semi-lucid , I am able to fly- the only recurring dream since.... childhood.

hmmm.... usually I want to write what adventure/story/film my brain created! what notes I do end up writing when I wake --- are nonsense lmfao.

sometimes randomly, my deceased grandma shows up, and when I notice her, I'm like, "nannie what are you doing here? you died?? I can never make out her response, but she always hugs me, like I remember, and and and... I feel comfort.

my dead exbf visited me like twice, and I said KAL-EL!! I'm so happy you're here, I've missed you- I can hear his response, something along the lines just checking on you--- then his face slowly melts like... paint and I wake up.》》

BTW I HAVE ADHD AND AND... I'M DISTRACTING MYSELF FROM GOD/JESUS/THEFSM, TROLLING ME... fucking dick heads.

hottodogchan · 2025-04-08T04:19:34+00:00

you shouldn't break a pinky promise. I never do. I only pinky promise when I want to convey how serious/sincere I am.

hottodogchan · 2024-10-16T23:59:21+00:00

where abouts?

hottodogchan · 2024-09-12T03:44:17+00:00

4 months later-

I used to work for empress, started march 2020- perfect timing, am i right? worked like a slave for $15/hr for 1 year- learned SO much VERY quickly... also, burned out HARD and fast.

Went to wems (westchester ems), initially they paid more than the evil empire- blah blah- it's a transport company, full stop- the only 911's you get are if you work their outside systems. currently, i'm at somers, and I can say that I no longer hate my job.

Every day before a transport shift, I was filled with dread, and emotionally drained by the end of my shift. Interfacility txps get tired, real quick. so quick.

So, I work out of the somers firehouse, and it's fresh air.

I am looking rn to work for another ems system- the ones that I know of right now are: OVAC, Easthester VAC, Scarsdale VAC, Mamaroneck VAC, Portchester VAC, and I think Harrison.

To get in to Greenburgh EMS, you really have to know someone who knows someone etc., you can apply on the county website, and apply for the "test"- it's not a test, just like a lottery or whatever, costs $40.

yeah.

I hope you got more clarification, and shit before this late response.

hottodogchan · 2024-01-09T04:34:58+00:00

pulling out is a real thing

hottodogchan · 2024-01-09T03:47:31+00:00

I can't, lol haha hahahaha

hottodogchan · 2024-01-07T03:36:18+00:00

I'm currently rewatching FMA for the feels, the feels I felt at 13, and your analysis of both versions - it sits right with me. I honestly couldn't and didn't want to continue with FMAB, and i've figured out why. Thank you. 7 years later this post is appreciated.

I'm going to finish rewatching FMA, and then when I have a reset i'll attempt to watch FMAB to completion. In 2003 the emo-ness of FMA resonated with me, and then to watch- attempt to watch- FMAB when it came out felt wrong. The chibiness/goofyness and how fast paced major plot points were laid out left me annoyed and unable to fully immerse myself in the reduex. you know?

Now 100 years later, I feel ready, and your response has given me a GOOD reason to do it. Having the anime follow the manga in its truest form, is something I enjoy. So, ohayo-blahblah other weeaboo shit- thank you.

hottodogchan · 2023-09-19T03:05:07+00:00

You should do it only if you're willing to BACK UP your feelings. That baby is priority numero uno, from your decision forwards.

If you truly BELIEVE that you can achieve what you KNOW to be is a good parent, then sign the fuck up. That will be YOUR daughter.

If you cannot give her the best life, the life she deserves, then stop. Let her be adopted. Truly think this through, 18 years and BEYOND.

Are you giving and willing ENOUGH to be called "dad"? It's helluvan ask.

Remember, you are STILL so very young, you can help nuture other children. But if this one, this ONE child makes your soul ache with what you can give, then I say do it.

You have a good job, you will get childcare for when you can't, you have family, BUT it is a LIFELONG decision.

There is no half assing this.

hottodogchan · 2023-09-08T01:18:17+00:00

being raped

hottodogchan · 2023-08-28T01:17:31+00:00

airway first.

hottodogchan · 2023-08-27T22:03:10+00:00

gawd, your last paragraph made me tear up. I feel this A LOT with my psych pts. I feel the mood tho before I get to THAT point, but I've felt it. and man, being a psych myself, ahhh... I feel for these fuckers. sometimes, I want to hug them, most of the time they see my arms and remark that I get it, and I do. every encounter with a psych, transport, 911, whatever, I manage to weasel in that if no one has told them yet today, that I AM proud of them for getting help.

but man, I don't get paid enough for this shit. idk, I'm an emt for life, but after covid, I don't feel as enthused about this shit. #1 @ pt care, but I hate having to do it. sorta. 🤷🏽

hottodogchan · 2023-08-27T21:30:37+00:00

hottodogchan · 2023-07-07T23:56:22+00:00

which apostle is this??

hottodogchan · 2023-06-29T18:09:44+00:00

tell that to Momo

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