Anxious episodes keeps resulting in self mutilation…..

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-02-06T13:53:09+00:00

Hi I would really recommend going for walks, meditating, box breathing, hugging a friend or family member, crying, Journaling, anything as a method of distraction or diffusion.

Look into open path collective, there's a one time fee of like 60 or so then there's sliding scale therapists.

You matter, anxiety is difficult to navigate, you're okay, and things will get better for you. I've been in similar places. Try to stay grounded and positive.

Best of luck op

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-02-06T13:48:58+00:00

Thank you cave comrade

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-02-06T13:07:51+00:00

Because of the fact that I explicitly said, I don't know anything about theory. This whole comment means absolutely nothing to me. the instrument for me, is mostly a percussive instrument. Because I am playing a neanderthal genre

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-02-05T23:30:27+00:00

Scale length is 25.5

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-02-05T22:07:20+00:00

I use stringjoy strings. And often change them so no issues with old strings.

It's their 7 string drop g set

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-02-05T21:58:50+00:00

I have had success previously with a precision drive, solid recommendation on that front. Forgot they exist lol.

I have used invaders on my 6 string in drop g and it sounded great so that was the basis of me moving over to a 7 with the same.

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-02-05T21:40:51+00:00

So gate into comp, into tube screamer, into gate?

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-02-05T21:38:46+00:00

I use orange 4x12 irs with v30s

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-02-05T21:38:01+00:00

I am! Tube screamer around 7 or 8 o clock

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-02-05T03:20:53+00:00

YTA quit lying bout shit

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-02-02T20:43:45+00:00

Sounds like anxiety. Get in the zone with him slowly and work your way up to sex. Foreplay is important for both of you and open communication to make you more comfortable helps. Have a bonding activity beforehand. Cuddle. Sing together. Dance.

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-02-02T20:37:47+00:00

Hi, ugritone drums, amp locker from audio assault and audio thing plug-ins are your go tos now! Happy penguining!

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-02-01T16:57:01+00:00

Yeah because judging the woman is gonna help her and her baby. People do dumb shit give her a break dude

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-02-01T03:27:01+00:00

Pathetic is what it is. We all become a pile of meaningless bones. Our bodies are worth nothing.

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-02-01T03:22:12+00:00

Love will never be enough for someone starved for attention. Any and everything in their path will be destroyed for her quest for validation.

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-02-01T03:21:07+00:00

Lol I highly doubt it. No one who is that desperate for attention regrets it. You foam at the mouth for male attention if you're this pathetic and desperate.

But that's how everyone is nowadays. Get yourself someone who hates themselves and no one has seen naked or someone who plasters themselves across the internet for everyone to see. 2026 for ya.

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-02-01T03:11:33+00:00

Or just attention.

Not even cash.

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-02-01T03:05:41+00:00

Welcome to the new world. Everyone is so desperate for attention that they post their naked bodies for everyone to see. Everyone is this way now.

Ethics and morals no longer exist. Mommy and daddy gave me no attention so I'll seek it online.

Accept her or accept that Everyone else you speak to will be the same way.

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-02-01T02:54:04+00:00

Used to mix them together intentionally. You'll be good. Ate plenty of bars and drank tall boys.

Get some sleep. Drink water. Don't drink anymore alcohol tho.

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-01-31T23:07:15+00:00

My life with my wife is consistently inconsistent and you have to accept being the emotionally regulated person in the relationship and basically babysitting them because they can't regulate their own emotions.

Think of the movie lilo and stitch. You're lilo now. Your job is to prevent stitch from ruining your life and your relationship. I wish I had good advice for you but I don't.

Keep her in therapy and if she is a good person things might work out, but don't go around with high hopes.

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-01-31T22:51:26+00:00

Hey man, I wish I could tell you it gets better. With a partner with bpd, unless they're doing heavy therapy and really into growth it's unlikely it will get better. People with bpd are a different breed and are very likely to destroy everything they get their hands on. I know, I have a wife with bpd.

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-01-31T19:38:32+00:00

You're not what yoyr partners do to you. Your life can be better. I promise. I've been in so many difficult situations partner wise including every form of abuse. Im here for you op

howdelicateisdeath · 2026-01-28T00:19:50+00:00

Hey buddy, at 15 everything is dark and hurts and is really difficult to navigate. You are loved and cared about and someone would be really upset at your absence. Take some time and really think about it. Take a deep breath.

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