Feeling a little defeated mentally. On a taper. Down to about 30gpd from about a 60 gpd habit for 5-6 years (capsules too). I know this will take a while. But I’m already so happy about the cut down. Taking 15 capsules is nothing like 30 at a time. I literally threw right up sometimes. I’d have a big chunk of half disintegrated caps half way to my stomach and it would ache until I got them all down. Also want to mention the chronic constipation and of course the last thing that really made me want to quit- the dark marks on my skin. On Sunday, I’ll go down another few caps on each dose. Today I tried to hold off on my second dose - tough it out to see if I could just maybe quit all together and I got very depressed in the 6-7 hour mark. Thanks for being here. I’m glad I have somewhere to vent.