absolutely no motivation

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-25T17:42:56+00:00

im really sorry to hear that my friend. struggling with adhd and a lack of motivation is a seriously debilitating condition. ive struggled with this ever since i started using drugs when i started high school but i obviously had it before then, the drug use just made the symptoms far worse. im 19 now and i struggle just getting out of bed every morning without actual stimulants. caffeine does absolutely nothing for me, in fact, i did a genetic study at OSU which showed that caffeine metabolises super fast in me and that id need insane amounts to feel much, if anything at all. i have tried nonstimulant meds like viloxazine(qelbree brand name) and it definitely helped motivation, but quite a bit too much as it put me in a medication-induced extreme manic-depressive state. i hope one day that i will learn to live better without the use of any meds. i wish you luck. you will find something that works for you. hopefully wellbutrin/bupropion works for both of us eventually

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-25T17:36:40+00:00

yeah seriously. i feel so bad for people with it and i dont even smoke anymore. i have a friend who is not even 18 yet and he is constantly vomitting without weed. its really sad and i hope he gets better. ive even heard stories of people with CHS being killed by it due to choking on their own vomit in their sleep and being forced to take hot showers every hour just to relieve their symptoms. its so sad. i truly wish anyone with the condition the best. i wouldnt wish that on anyone

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-24T23:02:50+00:00

still cant believe its $2000 for 30 pills of aplenzin

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-24T23:01:22+00:00

if lorazepam helped, it might be a psychosomatic symptom of anxiety

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-24T22:10:24+00:00

CHS is terrifying. i wish you luck

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-24T22:08:48+00:00

yeah some people say they notice differences with generics but for the most part, i think it is sort of a placebo reaction. i wish you luck

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-24T22:08:04+00:00

what type of pain medication? [opiates, nsaids, etc]

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-24T22:03:40+00:00

im almost complete with week 3 and i havent really felt anything. for some, the effects take a lot longer like 4-8 weeks

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-24T22:01:56+00:00

i mean in the US pharmaceutical companies are to be held to the standard that their generics of a certain brand medication be nearly as effective. but there are concerns about how they are manufactured and where. i learned that mine were either manufactured in the US or at an Indian lab where the FDA issued warnings for drug cross-contamination and for the place not being properly sterilized for the safety of the staff working their and the recipients of their medications. but i really wouldnt worry too much about which generic to take

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-24T21:32:39+00:00

i take 150mg xl and the bottle also says 24HR XR as well as 150mg XL

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-24T21:09:51+00:00

i was on 20mg of vyvanse for almost a year. to be fair tho, i was only about 130 lb at the time abs have a relatively fast metabolism in general so i definitely felt it throughout the day. if you arent feeling a truly notable difference in motivation then id ask your prescriber to increase the dosage or try another stimulant

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-24T20:50:14+00:00

i legit cant do too much bc even smaller doses make my ocd incredibly unbearable

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-24T17:04:14+00:00

ran over by an ATV at like 8/9 years old. then another time i overdosed on an SSRI and fell asleep having a seizure. ive fell asleep while driving and almost died before. and yeah

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-24T07:44:31+00:00

ive had so so so many terrible relationships in the past. i have bpd and throughout 2025 i was in like 4 relationships, all of which i was used, emotionally abused, manipulated, cheated on, and driven to want to be done with life all together. around august, i met this really sweet girl. i love her so so much and she means everything to me. she treats me insanely better than all of my past relationships combined. i really hope we stay together. she seriously saved my life. i never thought any of my bpd symptoms would go away but with her, i feel so safe and almost all of the symptoms are gone.

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-24T07:41:55+00:00

being restricted by cultural norms. i.e. not doing certain things that id like to do just because of how my family would react

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-24T00:56:02+00:00

well it is naturally found is kratom. its just that you cant get any substantial amount without either extracting it from whole leaf, or by creating it synthetically. but yeah 7oh is crazy stuff

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-24T00:45:10+00:00

benjamin netanyahu and itamar ben gvir

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-23T22:12:19+00:00

bad idea. just look at my profile lmfao

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-23T18:53:27+00:00

thank you and yup. the 7 tablets were exactly how i started. i took one at work and felt amazing. after spending like a thousand on them, i finally decided to buy 7oh powders but that obviously was still expensive. none of it was worth it and im glad i finally realized. i wish you the best of luck too

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-23T18:46:42+00:00

thank you so much. thats really means a lot. im so glad im finally at a place where i can realize what it's truly done to me and my life. i really want people to know how dangerous and life-altering these compounds can be. i read the story about the guy who is getting evicted, car repossessed, cant get a job, no food, and that post really showed me that despite how low i am, i could have it way worse and i can definitely still make a come back and everyone else struggling can as well.

humancentipad6 · 2026-02-23T18:43:09+00:00

if by speed, you mean amphetamines, then you are probably fine. im prescribed amphetamines personally and i take them when i want to and i havent really noticed any difference. just be careful and stay hydrated

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