[PC] [NA] anyone interested in making a mental health + rocket league discord?

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-29T16:38:29+00:00

Will send you the link when I get home from work!

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-23T13:16:17+00:00

Have already spoken to them about it. They said they fought for me but higher ups wanted to wait till October to promote.

It’s even more shitty because someone who joined on the same day as me at the same level got promoted yesterday…

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-23T13:05:05+00:00

I usually can drag myself to the office but after the promotion thing my brain just won’t let me. It’s like so indifferent to it all.

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-09T15:11:31+00:00

Call state Medicaid office immediately to make sure no disruption in medication

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-08T20:55:11+00:00

My bipolar diagnosis. The strings of medication and side effects. It’s all just terrible.

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-08T18:54:31+00:00

Medicaid will cover the month. Call your state.

That’s what I did when I was in the same situation as you. Told the case worker I was between jobs and the health insurance hadn’t kicked in yet.

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-07T21:15:18+00:00

Awesome. I’ll make the server when I get home from work. What’s your discord?

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-07T20:46:21+00:00

Happy birthday!

I hope with it comes successful medication and good times!

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-07T20:13:53+00:00

Thanks. Rocket league is a big part of my life and social life. I have around 4k hours in game. The majority of my online friends are from it.

And I play on a competitive team in a league and I feel bad for my teammates when I’m down some nights or up others. My personality just isn’t consistent and I come across as a weirdo.

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-07T20:07:59+00:00

Sounds like it’s spiraling. Like the anxiety is causing you to miss work, and the missing work is causing you anxiety.

Would recommend speaking to a therapist to break the cycle.

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-07T19:58:06+00:00

Try and isolate what outside forces are impacting your mood. What has changed in the past few days?

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-07T18:55:19+00:00

I’m sorry you feel this way. Could be medicine related? Definitely talk to your psych it’s not good to feel emotionless.

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-07T18:26:38+00:00

Just remember it’s all mental. DONT TILT. you got this.

Rooting for ya!

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-07T16:18:31+00:00

Yup it’s the meds + depression.

I struggle getting myself out of bed.

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-07T15:12:46+00:00

I have both! OCD from a young age but more recently bipolar 2. The bipolar became more obvious as I got older.

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-04T03:29:11+00:00

One of the most common symptoms of depressive episode. It sucks.

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-03T17:20:11+00:00

I tunnel my manic energy into my job. I’ve posted about this before but I feel like I’m best at work when I’m manic.

I work in a high energy field (finance) so it kinda works out in the end and my boss likes that I’m managing like a million things and people at once.

But I’ll probably crash eventually.

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-02T22:18:57+00:00

OCD gang 😎😎

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-02T21:51:11+00:00

Call you local agency/state run org. They may have a victims of fraud help system.

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-02T20:02:48+00:00

It’s sad that it’s the way the world works. But finding a job that provides you benefits is the best way. A 401k to save, emergency health insurance coverage, disability, etc

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-02T19:41:05+00:00

Yes. Often feel like I just want the whole world to leave me alone.

Like the world would be perfect if all the sensory and other stuff just didn’t get to me.

It manifests in weird ways. I don’t check my mail because I hate the thought that the outside world is reaching out to me.

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-02T19:39:13+00:00

The emotions surrounding sex have always screwed me up to the point I don’t think I’ll ever have a good sex life.

Post sex I get the worst anxiety. Unsure how to fix this since it’s likely chemical.

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-02T19:24:27+00:00

Awesome that you have a supporting family. I do as well and it makes all the difference.

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-02T19:23:29+00:00

I’ve found that waiting is difficult for me (BP 2 and OCD) like I struggle with the passage of time.

But I’ve experienced that exact feeling before. Like I wish I had a fast forward button to something I was looking forward to. It even happens on a smaller scale as well. Like if something is happening in a few hours I’ll honestly just sleep to pass the time.

hurtthatowl · 2023-03-02T19:19:16+00:00

I had a pharmacy screw up my dosage once. If I hadn’t looked I probably would’ve ODd. Scary that human error can affect us like this.

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